I haven't posted anything on AU for months. Anyone else feeling depressed and despondent? I'm interested in the point a person reaches when they lose hope and it no longer seems worth it to go on living. im at that point now and have the means to be out of here in about an hour.
What spiritual consequences are there for people who take their lives? That's really all that's holding me back.
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🙏 Dear God Almighty place a hedge of protection over Your son David Treciak. Bless him with increased: faith in You, guidance for each and every step he takes, strength to face the challenges each day may bring, discernment to know Your voice, love & support from family, friends, and neighbors, financial stability during this economic upheaval, assurance that You love him and have plans for him, and healing of his heart, mind, boy and soul. In Your Precious and Mighty Son Jesus Christ's Name I pray, Amen.
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Kim Clement did a preaching on suicides and if you go to heaven. you would be surprised... i know what you are feeling. life sucks right now.
I didn't suffer from a terrible accident as you did.
20 years ago I was so physically sick that I couldn't bear it any longer.
I was suicidal (which lasted for 4 years).
I had to constantly steer myself away from different means that would've worked.
Then I told a dear friend and she made me promise I wouldn't hurt myself.
I was completely bound by my promise.
Anyway after 4 years, I recovered a little of my health and came out of my depression.
Please consider that, besides the fact that God doesn't want us to kill ourselves, we can eventually be glad that we didn't do so.
Even though I'm still sick, I'm glad I didn't do it.
It can be a long journey to climb out of depression from horrible physical disability, but it really can end good instead of bad.
May God be with you and may He show you love and the peace that you need. May He heal you if that is His plan.
It wasn't His plan to heal me, not physically anyway but it's ok because I am very blessed in other ways. I pray you
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Uptight at times. I KNOW God has us & YOU, Too! Rough weeks are ahead, but hang in there. We will be SO BLESSED with FREEDOM from the wicked & a Financial PROSPERITY that will make some faint. Your Quantum Financial System Account probably has over $1 Million in it from NESARA, the Law Congress signed March 3, 2000. "I AM WITH You and Will SAVE You, Declares the LORD." Jeremiah 30:11 ❤ We are all in this War together to support each other. We LOVE you: You are just as Valuable as each one of us.
I still believe in the goodness and generosity of the American people. I love my country and will always STAND for GOD, Family and Freedom.
Don't worry about the bill. It's just numbers. What are they going to do? Focus on recovery. Get some good frequencies into those ears and focus on healing and getting out of there. One day at a time, one prayer at a time. Hey I actually am sitting up in bed now, lol. Pretty soon my feet are going to hit the floor and then outside to the pavement. I am going to lend you the Italian, German, Austrian, Irish tenacity. I got to keep on movin. Not just for me but we truly are all connected. Reach out by DM anytime. Today, get that cellphone playing some good sounds.
Hugs.
I still believe in the goodness and generosity of the American people. I love my country and will always STAND for GOD, Family and Freedom.
Taking your life is a mortal sin. It's also one of the most selfish things you can do. I saved my uncle from a suicide but had a friend who committed suicide before Covid. He left a son behind who adored his dad. You're not going to tell me that someone wouldn't be completely heart broken from your death. If you are going to tell me that than get out of your bed right now and make a difference in someone's life while you're here. That's why we are here . . . To love and make a difference.
I'm not trying to be mean. I'm just trying to let you know that we all need each other. We need you . . . . We all feel broken at times but I look at it this way. Did Jesus quit? Has President Trump quit? I may still be in bed at 1:15 pm but I am NOT quitting. As a matter of fact I am taking a walk today and will keep on moving. You are going to do that too. Put on some good music and find beauty in today. It's there. Focus on beauty today. Start by looking in the mirror and loving you!
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hey, how ya doing?
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Hey David, how are you today? Just thinking about you and checking in.
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I just got a chance to respond because I've been in the hospital having surgeries on my right hand for the past few weeks. I had a freak accident and suffered major nerve damage. Im home now after racking up over $300,000 in medical bills. Medicare will cover most of it, but I can't work anymore and am unable to pay rent this month.
It's been frustrating doing everything with only my left hand and the doctor said it will never fully recover. So things continue to go downhill. It's like the gods are trying to convince me to go ahead and end my life.
I have a few last ditch plans to avoid being homeless, but it will take a miracle for either to suceed. I'd try Go Fund Me, but i don't have much presence on social media.
I see that beautiful picture of Lulu. She trusts you and will spend the rest of her life waiting for you to come back.
Also, interesting that you asked “what” spiritual consequences there are…not IF there are any.
These two things are your own answer David.
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Those are very incisive points. I'm still haunted by the Richard Gere movie about the dog who waited for him to return home.
I had a gf years ago who suffered a near death incident. She said dying was an orgasmic experience and it lasted about 10 minutes before she was revived. She was relieved and joyous to be released from her body to return to a pure energy state where she was a part of universal energy and knowledge. When she realized she had to return to her body she fought it.
Things are getting worse every day. More bad news that keeps me in a constant state of anxiety and depression. I'm getting a test kit for the pills i have just in case. If I use them I need to be sure they're good quality. With my luck I'd do a half ass job and end up a vegetable. i know i sound nuts, but im just not willing to stay in a corrupt world where i have nothing to look forward to and have to steal every day to survive.
To bluntly answer your question-
I’ve heard the spiritual consequences are that of a limbo/hell like experience. Not as punishment but the choice the “being” chose to disconnect from source and believing. It’s dark, literally, and everyone just walks around angry and repeating their anger. You can leave this place if you want out by simply asking but the frustration, anger, and hopelessness that brought them there is what continues to keep them there. Plus you have to relive this life all over again.
I would highly advise not to do this.
On a more gentle note- I feel this feeling is growing and there’s many that haven’t shared that they have the same feelings. Maybe touching on spirituality will start your fire again. You can call down spirit to talk to them if you want, help give you some direction.
Let me know what I can do to help.
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Thanks for the reply and I appreciate the offer. Unfortunately, things have gotten so bad I'm afraid it's beyond repair. I lost the use of my right hand and can't work anymore. I feel hopeless and frustrated due to the hardship of being unable to do the simplest tasks. Even typing on my phone takes forever now. If you have advice about setting up a GoFundMe id appreciate it.
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I have fought this same battle time and time again and do more than not. I lost my BFF...my dog 3 months ago and I was so ready to die....i had no purpose to live anymore. Still struggle with that. I will never get over losing her so that battle of living will go on inside me for the rest of my life. For some damn reason, I havent pulled the trigger. People want to accuse you of being selfish if you kill yourself. I dont think that way at all. The misery is what you dont want to deal with and they shouldnt either. NOW with that said...that doesnt mean pull the trigger..it just means..try to find a different place in your mind...and TRY HARD to find some sort of purpose. I have not found mine yet but I am looking. I even gave up talking to God. He took my best friend. WHY? The only thing that got me up everyday. Now I feel like I am just going through the motions of life...until.......cont in comments..
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im sorry you lost you friend. i think about how I'll feel when Lulu passes and it frightens me. i depend on her unconditional love so much. And she always seems tuned into my thoughts. How many humans can you say that about? I know it's hard but think of him still with you and try to find another pup to spend time with.
Things just keep getting worse for me. I'm addicted to opiods because I need knee replacement surgery from arthritis and I have severe arthritis in both shoulders. Excruciating pain all day every day. On top of that, ive lost all but 3 of my top teeth due to bad dentists. so eating is a miserable experience too. Tonight i went to the casino to get my mind off things. i hut a light post in a parking lot and dented the bumper. I drive a rental car and but it's overdue by a month, so basically a stolen car. i it a letter saying to return it but now i have damage to fix. Then i lost over $1000 tonight. This might be a message from somewhere to give up. Im almost 70.
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im glad you wrote and hope you feel stronger soon. Take care.
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Love you, too.
I still believe in the goodness and generosity of the American people. I love my country and will always STAND for GOD, Family and Freedom.
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Hang in there dude.theres people who need you
I still believe in the goodness and generosity of the American people. I love my country and will always STAND for GOD, Family and Freedom.
OK, I am here to encourage you to hope always. We're facing darkness so that means we are all going to be needed to win. It takes all of our light to drown out the darkness. I am glad you reached out. That's exactly what we're supposed to do when we need a recharge. We love you Patriot. GOD is not going to disappoint us. Nope, he's a good, good Father.
Hang in there Bud. Reach out anytime.
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Thank you! ❤️
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Dear One, hang on! You are so loved and valued!
Prayers always help me even when I can't remember anything....
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PSALM 22
For he has not despised my cries of deep despair. He’s my first responder to my sufferings, and he didn’t look the other way when I was in pain. He was there all the time, listening to the song of the afflicted. Psalm 22:24 TPT
You got this! Our strength comes at our darkest moments. If you look back at all yoi thought you couldn't make it through and yet here you are.
If you're a reader, the book Between Life and Death by Delores Cannon is awesome.
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MAGA Patriot whose life has been turned upside down in recent days. The support and kindness I get here is incredible. Thanks, frens.
Since you replied to my last post things have gone downhill and gotten much worse. I'm now handicapped, can no longer work, and about to be homeless. I'm definitely not inserted and very desperate. I appreciate your offer you made in your reply. This is my donation page. Can you please help share it? I don't have social media besides AU.
Thanks!
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Chin up Patriot and hold the line.
We've come to far to give up now.
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David, please don’t. Who knows what the consequences are? I have asked this question too, there is no answer. There is reason for you being here, all of us being here. These past few days have been strange, something off. Hang in there, please. I send you strength, love. You are in my prayers. 💖🙏
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David that is seriously not God's plan for you hun.
Things can get bad, when we have pain in our lives, losses, and health issues sometimes it seems there is very little hope, but there is always a gimmer of hope.
Talk to God, ask Him for help. This is not the time to give up, we are so close now to help for so many and that includes you too.
None of the things nor anyone else can make you happy, you must find it within yourself to see that all you can do this. Right now is living and we are all blessed to be here.
I know if I can claw my way out of the darkness of buring 3 children, you can over come anything in your way too. You just have to want to.
btw:
We have had this conversation before, exactly this, I know you can make it. Tm is a brand new day.
We love you.
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Love you, too. AU has the best frens.
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Nana, David posted a givesendgo this morning, can you share this please? https://www.givesendgo.com/GB3DM
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David, don't do it, brother, we are almost through this whole thing. The Tribulation is almost over, I mean very, very soon and everything will be great and better than it ever has been or even ever could imagine.
This is literally Biblical, Yeshua is coming here to rescue you and all of us from this Shit hole that we've been going through. Hold on it's almost over, you will be glad you did!
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If taking ones life is done, it’s like you didn’t believe the God in you was strong enough and beautiful enough to fight the evil. We all have contracts with the creator and if lessons are not learned in this life then the soul goes to the astral plane and its said the lesson is even harder to learn there. Please hang in there, you are definitely not alone, I ride the roller coaster of ups and downs eveyday and at my lowest I always remind myself I am supported, loved and protected by my God, Ascended Masters and Guides/Angels above. I repeat this till my mood changes, sometimes it takes a few days, but usually find myself on the upswing. Blessings to you precious soul! 🌹🙏🌹
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We are almost there--seriously close and then the world changes for the better. In taking your life, tou may become bound to earth which is a terrible predicament. If you pass on this way, you are still in incredible pain. At least here, you have all of us. Mediums have often encountered lost souls who have commited suicide. You wont find a nice support group around them. In other words, it would make things even worse for you. Within 2 months the whoe world will change. Just hang on--we need you
MAGA Patriot whose life has been turned upside down in recent days. The support and kindness I get here is incredible. Thanks, frens.
Thank you for the encouragement! My situation has gotten worse but I'm still trying to find a way to hang on.
I fight the Judicial arm of the British Crown & lose Every-time, but I keep fighting w/o a law degree cause I know.
You came this far & we’re all getting our ass kicked. At this point you might as well wait til the ending. I hear it’s gonna be badass! I got court next week for a registration ticket I can’t afford to pay. I plan on giving them hell knowing I’m gonna lose yet again! I’d go to jail just to be in time out for awhile, but my wife & kids won’t let me. Find a way to laugh it off as those who struggle the most get the biggest reward in the end! Throw some gas in that engine for one more long road trip! 👍🏻
I got a man. Not here to date. No DM’s. Sad that I even need to write this.
I wish I had some wisdom and words I could string together that would somehow make it all make sense.
All I know is that the Love that pursues us is infinitely greater than the evil that bites at our heels.
I see you
I hear you
I have a feeling that you have a great role to play
Otherwise they wouldn’t come after you to destroy you
Sometimes we have to spend time in the camp of the enemy so we can come out with the knowledge of their tactics. That gives us the tools we need to defeat them.
When we try to leave. The enemy pulls out all the stops to keep us from stepping into our identity. They know they’ve already lost. They just don’t want us to play a part in the victory against them.
You matter
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I just came out of a period of depression and it was rough. My point is this feeling won’t last forever. Look at it as a test you are being put thru to get your soul/spirit for the blessings
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God prepares us by guiding us to do soul work. Hang in there. Pause when agitated. You aren’t alone. You will feel happy again. Suicide is final your current circumstances are not.
