Side by Side

We know that physical and mental health are linked. But what I am (a bit late in life) finding is that both flow from spiritual health. This has beauty, gratitude, acceptance on the upside, and grace, mercy, forgiveness on the downside. The spirit of each behaviour needs understanding, and we have to stop making friends with our demons.

If I can describe the problem well, it is due to being pretty fallen, so don’t mistake wisdom for virtue. Indeed, the more fallen you are, the more the sky paradoxically fills the view. My sky is enormous. I still struggle with undesirable spirits, including wanting death when everything feels too much.

But rather than flail myself for the behaviour that follows, I am slowly acquiring the skill of focusing on the holy spirit, which is the only path to peace and reconciliation. It seems mental health professionals will do everything mind and body, and nothing in spirit, trapping you as a permanent customer.

I hit a metaphorical wall a week ago. Just couldn’t face leaving London to sit alone up north participating in tedious fights with corrupt bureaucrats. Felt the burden of injustice and uncertainty dragging. Tired of financial stress. Upset by a relationship mishap. Unable to reconcile my spiritual leanings with my crazy urbanite life.

Didn’t have a good week. Won’t relay the gory mess. A very low point was when I denied myself grace and mercy for my follies. I felt hopelessly permanently defined by my less wise choices. Decided I was doomed to eternal failure in some aspects of life, especially having a life partner. Just wanted it to end. “Screw this stupid war, give me fun and do it now!”.

Am still here. One magical moment. As I headed off to do something inadvisable, a man stood outside Tower Hill tube preaching how the Bible says we are innately sinful and drawn to unrighteous things. He could never have known which passerby would be tuned in to what he said.

But I was.

😉

Let’s get this right. Twitter execs were so full of their own sense of importance and superiority that they thought it was their job to decide if the ELECTED President could talk to the PEOPLE.

Wow. Just wow.

We better be compensated for every single tax dollar we ever paid for this BS!

So if anons were the “nuclear reactor cooling rods”…
- we stopped the social meltdown of America when the Insurrection Act was not signed
- sustained morale and momentum through The Bidan Show
- avoided a Civil War that the alternative involved, saving countless lives
- prevented contageon into a global conflict
- saved humanity (with a lot of help)

It was absolute sh*te to live through, but as historical judgements go, that would be one of the better ones.

Also completely paradoxical. “Fought for peace” by holding the line and keeping the 2A armaments holstered, sticking to 1A methods only.

Keyboard mightier than the kerrpop.

i literally need a caretaker at 28 years old.
i have one arm at 40%
one arm 0%
legs 30%
on my own for the next 9 hours
my body is worse shape than a 95 year old.
please send me good vibes.
this was me in my prime right before my gardasil damage hit me like a MACK TRUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was army bound
now i am wheelchair bound
i am so lost now.
Please pray for me
the parasites are really affecting my mental health today evidently

#truth . ✨☀️✨

It's good to take a step back and enjoy life... otherwise you will be used for their sick manifestations.

Need that energy for 2023.

Through MSM and frequencies they harvest your energy and use it in combination with dark magic to manifest anything they want. Specifically target the collective emotional reactions. You are being presented with problems that you can't possibly fix, on purpose. That 'worry' energy is what they are currently harvesting.

A huge reason why the world seems to be in shambles is due to the work we’ve done as Anons.

Be proud Patriots. We’re bringing the whole diseased fooking temple down!

ACTIVELY focus on the things within your Circle of Control.
PASSIVELY glance at the things within your Circle of Concern.

My Night.

Long day so far. How you all doing?

When we got purged from twitter, I was absolutely lost. I began to search out where VK and Doq landed, luckily I found AU. There were a few poopy vibes in the beginning. I blocked some folks, as I wasn’t sure they were on the right side. Then magic. The people on here are genuine and empathetic. The vibe is insane. So much gratitude. And I found you and others. 🙂 🙏❤️

patriots root out the numpties, and either hit the fook button or block them fast.

they can go back to facebook and twitter with their nonsense

Does AU have some kind of magical AI numpty filter, or are there really this many people in one place who act with respect and honour?

Humbly asking for prayers for sudden onset of what seems a major health issue. Prayers for relief from agonizing pain and illness as well as being led to correct medical experts to address issues. Thank you. ❤️

📤💌❤️To anyone that remembers me asking for prayer to travel: My mom nearly died after a serious blood infection, pneumonia, and mini strokes. She was hospitalized in July for 6 weeks, vented 2 times, and extremely weak. She is 11 hours away. At first, I was not sure she would last until I got there. I fervently pleaded with her to hang on as if I was speaking to her Spirit from here. I spent 2 weeks and had to return home after she seemed out of the woods but not really speaking. She made it to rehab but started to lose her will and was apologizing and started saying goodbyes. I went deep and sent her love and light from afar. She somehow called me(!) a week later saying she could "feel my love and love all around her" . She decided to live and 8 wks later was home! That's the power of LOVE. So very thankful. *She is a changed person! More loving than I have ever known.🙌

I’m thankful for God & His son.

I’m thankful for the plan they created for us.

I’m thankful for JFK & the fact that he flipped the script & turned his back on the secret handshake clubs, even though he know it would probably cost him his life.

I’m thankful for the secret service & military members that want to see#KennedyVision come to fruition.

I’m thankful for DJT & his yuge sacrifice to serve his Country and to take all the slings & arrows he has taken. Thankful for the Trump family for being so loyal & dedicated to the mission.

I’m thankful for JFK Jr for never giving up on finding his father’s killers & being a good man. Also for innovating & learning so much about new tech and how to use it properly to take out the cabal.

I’m thankful to all the Anons here that have been so loyal to spreading truth, every single day. Also JPB, RFK Jr, Julian Assange, Admiral Rogers, Flynn, Juan, Dan, and many other loyal Patriots.

Thankful for EM or whoever he is.

my spiritual counselor said, “family is difficult, so make it it simple”

be funny
be a listener
be available
just be
=respect

the most important thing we can say is “i understand your point ..”

“if they dont ask you yout point, they really dont want to know… and thats okay. really it is.”

peacemakers know when to speak, direct conversation, and move on to the better things for all🥰

fixers want to fix the way others think so they feel better about themselves. 😬ouch! i was such a fixer!

today i am like a talking wallflower… sit back and watch the show…

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

#FamilyIsEverything

I 💖 My Soul Family 🌌🌟♾♾

Happy "Thanks Living!" 💗 💗 💗 💗

Thank you all so very much for prayers and kind words. His fever caused him to be dehydrated. Blood work and cat scan came back good. They swabbed for Covid and said he had Influenza A. He couldn't drink, or walk, had a screaming headach and was complaining about the lights. Due to his behavior I thought something was seriously wrong. Just spoke with his gf Whitney and she thought the same thing.
What a relief!! They just released him! Thank you for praying!!
If you would, please keep the family of his buddy Brian in your prayers.
🧡🧡🧡

Please Pray for my grandson. My daughter and I just dropped him off at the hospital. He was sick today so didn't go to dinner. Had a fever of 103. My daughter thinks he has the symptoms for Meningitis. He can't hold his head up. Couldn't walk. Seems out of it. Only one of us could be with him at the hospital so my daughter stayed. He is 27 with 2 beautiful little girls. Right after we got the call he was having difficulty breathing and left to go pick him up. His sister called and said one of his best buddies took his life today. We obviously didn't tell him that. His name is Kaid James. Any and all prayers are appreciated.

Goodnight from 220 miles north of London!