From my birthday treat trip to Robin Hood's Bay in North Yorkshire back on Wednesday.

Beautiful 🐸

Today's local springtime ramble.

We are all "law enforcement". https://newsletter.martingeddes.com/p/a-citizens-journey-to-practical-legal

It's all about the legacy after a certain point in life. https://newsletter.martingeddes.com/p/mathematics-trek-the-next-generation

An afternoon walk in the drizzle by the Tees Barrage and Infinity Bridge today.

Visual vibes from a quick trip to Yarm a few days ago. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yarm

I can see how the Q op public front has careful "karmic design". It was my choice to involve myself, interpret certain data in particular ways, arrange my world in response (for better or worse). The fruit of the poisoned tree can be used to limit the actions of those who would interfere with free will, but it should not be used to impose your own will. That includes micromanaging anons and the public for their own good. The job behind the scenes is to manage the existential risk to humanity as a whole. Which of us gets to see what unfold, and whether we get wiped out or richly rewarded, is down to our own life plan. While I may lie awake at night sometimes hoping to have someone to blame for my angry desire for the horror show to end, I know it really has to be this way, and it's my own shadow work to do. The longer it goes on the safer I feel about containment of the losses, and the hardships we might face. Psychological suffering, while painful, can be repaired.

Outgoing
Satanic buildings

Not mere monuments of time
They amplify energy
Not free energy
Their energy
Consciousness

Monuments come alive during celestial alignments and eclipses
Other physics at play
We bypass physics for now.

Waves move energy
A vortex cut through the waves
A shortcut
An opening
Dark energy funneled to earth

Exhibit Pyramid
Chichen Itza
Snap taken during festive season
Solar Eclipse

Pyramid alive with energy
Has the ability to wreak havoc
Impact zone
19.5 degrees of separation

19.5 deg North South West East sit on geographic hotspots on earth
Volcanoes

On the Sun the region of peak temperature is limited to 19.5 deg north and south

The two unite during eclipses and alignments
Suns heat at 19.5
Dark Energy at 19.5
Convergence of two opposing energy forces

Incoming
Earth
Air – Disturbance in the wave
Fire – volcanoes erupt
Water – biblical flood

Whitehats defused the ticking time bomb
Deep Impact
2012

I have learned that I don't need to describe the world as if I am some all-knowing savant; all I have to do is capture how I (and those like me) are relating to the world as we can make sense of it. That's achievable and honest. "I picked up these shiny objects and assembled them into this picture" is a truth on its own. Whether that picture resembles anything in the known world is another matter entirely.

"No, it's just another psyop, what you perceive is not reality, the surface is not the content, the denotation is not the intention, please pay attention, some of us aren't wired like you, we have different filters, we just want to help you see more clearly, why don't you want clarity, watching you being manipulated is horrible, this is dangerous, can't you see, it's just another psyop…" — the anon's lament.

How did people joining the intelligence services ever get inducted into all this occult knowledge? How do they keep a semblance of sanity when it turns out the backbone of it isn't even classified, just normies ignore it all? How do intelligence insiders manage ordinary human failure of their own, as nobody is morally pristine? How do you socialise at work when operating in a compartmentalised environment? How do you trust the institution you work for when you are a cog in the machine?

I know that there's a lot of "fiction" that is pseudo-documentary that answers all these matters and more. Am just emotionally exhausted from so many years of being out in public and the endless stress of waiting for resolution. Can't read books, watch long videos, sit still for talks. Too fried form excessive information warfare. I know in my heart I am not lazy or cowardly; the "trauma freezes" are real psychological injuries that affect me and my ability to engage. AU is pastoral support.

There's a weird sensation of knowing that the work I did with onq.martingeddes.com and elsewhere is both historic and nothing at the same time. I was fumbling around from the public side doing my best to make sense of information structures whose full meaning was classified. So at one level it is "nothing" — I am adding zero to the total knowledge of humanity. Yet at another level, how are we meant to make sense of the world as a heavily brainwashed public attempting self-deprogramming? Not many turned up and were willing to withstand the social opprobrium and professional wipeout involved in looking at the Q drops and making a reasonable attempt at interpreting them. I knew nothing of continuity of government or the far bigger picture like Antarctica, off-world, resets, etc. So my work is both top quality (helps others progress), and useless (add nothing new), at the same time! It's going to take a generation for historians to catch up and analyse what really happened.

Somewhere there has to be an objective function that military planners are optimising — which involves minimal total deaths traded off with ruin risk. (So some paths might have a lower final possible death toll, but higher chance of things going wrong and everyone perishing.) Each choice has different costs (e.g. military lives), rewards (e.g. preservation of infrastructure or culture), and risks (e.g. genetic poisoning of the population). Eventually you get to ethical dilemmas, not military planning problems. Humanity right now feels like a collection of children having to be watched over and kept safe; we're not in a position to "guard the guardians". Yet somehow there has to be accountability for those decisions, even if it's not "law of war" type stuff. Is it pre-decided by hermetic principles and (meta)physics? I am curious about how this war is constructed and its intentional semantics.

Looking back, it's been a hard line to tread as a commentator of being honest as to what you are seeing, yet contained in your analysis. I am not in a position to dissect the politics of the Draco, the history of civilisation resets, genetic attacks, nanotech and electronic warfare, and tons more. All I can do is describe where I am at on my own journey of discovery and do my best to help others make progress. There are so many lies, so many facets, so many disciplines in play — it's impossible for any one person to be even journeyman in them all, let alone master. You start off clueless and confused, and the best you can hope for is "still clueless, but more content with it". It's amazing how people reach out to me and ask me questions on all kinds of stuff that I have no way of responding to — like they seek an oracle to resolve their uncertainty and consequent unsafety. I am just a guy with a well-worn laptop! No insider connections, no special access, nothing to spill.

I "should" curate my old essays into e-books and publish them.
I "should" turn my Bossmaker articles into a book.
I "should" take my protest photos and turn them into collections to buy.
I "should" make a new art calendar.
I "should" do some Spaces on X.
I "should" do a judicial review against Newcastle City Council.
I "should" claim compensation for the corruption at Durham County Council.
I "should" get the rust on my van treated.

But then again, I should have filed income tax returns, paid Council Tax, and worn a face mask. So screw "should"!

All I want right now is peace in my own personal life and space, reconciliation with family and friends who were lost to programming, and resolution of the open loop of Q.

A documentary film maker did a piece with me on "QAnon" back around 2019 and it's never seen the light of day. I know that this narrative goes full cycle and everything comes out in the end. Will be fascinating to have such historic nuggets resurface.

Other people get to put masks on and play characters; no doubt there is real risk in being an actor going up against evil, and witness protection is a hard life. That said, I am not playing a character, I am Martin of the family Geddes, and I am "out there" in public under my only identity. Named, not anonymous.

There are no regrets, and many rewards. It is uncomfortable, as you're held to every word you utter, no matter how foolish at the time. That there may be later worldly rewards for erudition or foresight don't make it easier in the moment. My former professional life is gone. My family life was affected.

This war is "continuous microtrauma" rather than "sporadic supertrauma". It adds up, and I get weighed down by the scars. Being one of the faces of the movement brings constant little hostilities — like online harassment via fake reports of death, or people with mental health issues coming for you.

Am looking forward to a transformative event. It is time.

Paying attention to the energetic aspect of this war. https://newsletter.martingeddes.com/p/demoralisation-and-remoralisation

🥰🙏🏼
Wednesday

Four years
We still at it

I’ve been meaning to say it
But not want to say it
This movie has a way to go

What to do?
Become part time soccer coach for my sons team

I’m living while this psyop burns everything to the ground

Founder of CERNS GOD particle Peter Higgs dies during the solar eclipse festivities

Coincidence?
Nah

What else cern mapping?
If all possibilities exist
They mapping them
Every possible escape route

Door 1
Whitehat 😂
Door 2
Yep Whitehat 😭
Door 3
Sorry whitehat🤪

Every door
Blocked
Cannot escape

Lovely Whitby on the Yorkshire coast.

It may not always be easy dealing with people in authority, but if you treat them with respect and act honourably, they can sense it, and respond accordingly (if they have a conscience). https://newsletter.martingeddes.com/p/people-think-i-dont-care-but-i-do

2012 was to have been another reset
An extinction level event
Poles flipping
Celestial alignment releasing dark energy
Tearing the fabric of space
Utter mayhem
Fire raining down upon us
All artificially manufactured by the way.

Whitehats what we do?
There are two paths we can go on
There’s always time to change the road we on

Faced with annihilation.
What choice do we have ?
We the impossible
We do the impossible
We find a way
We fight for survival

Result are in
We here
We living
We fookin WON.

I've been posting shit for almost 4 years.
some light stuff
some heavy stuff.
What's up
Goons no visit.
Men in black
No tap on the shoulder.
Where you all at?

They're are ALL FOOKING GONE.

Lock and Load
Take aim
and Fire

The latest in my long-running drama with BBC/Capita and "TV Licensing". https://newsletter.martingeddes.com/p/what-is-a-fit-for-purpose-legal-system

The foundation of this war is in the rejection of divine will, and perversion of divine masculine and feminine archetypes. The only way to peace is to resolve this by accepting grace so we may change personally. https://newsletter.martingeddes.com/p/the-case-for-a-graceful-awakening