Jenna Bee
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Your timing is impeccable! Exactly what I needed to remember this morning. Thank you for sharing.
For 10 years Ive lived with & loved an alcoholic. We started a family together & have 2 amazing daughters. The last 6 months have been the hardest of my life coming to the realization that he doesnt want to change or acknowledge the pain his choices have caused. Amazing blessings have come to us unexpectedly since leaving our old life & almost everything they have ever known behind. The dream of living in a safe home with a bed for each of us, AC & heat when we need it, plenty of food at all times, being around people who genuinely care is becoming a reality. The amazing part is that I didnt do anything to earn these blessings. Ironically the things I did work hard for and earn I no longer have and will probably never see again. I struggle with the guilt of leaving knowing he chooses not to be part of the next phase of our lives. I know we'll be more than okay as long as I refuse to give up/give in to those who want us to go back to the old way of "life". Thank you for the reminder!
Duck eggs are awesome! Over easy/medium on a sandwich are my favorite
Depending on your thyroid function, you may benefit from taking Sea Moss Gel daily- especially if you have low energy levels. I have had a thyroid condition for over a decade and mine improved significantly while taking it daily. Praying you have access to great doctors and people who can help you through this.
I like to think I'm working toward this. Still get adrenaline rushes and painful butterflies when I think about a certain person or they call/message, but they no longer control my reactions or decisions. I know things will be better soon.
Sending prayers and good vibes to you and your brother. Great things come to those who ask and are ready to accept them.
I still have hope
528hz Playlists on spotify usually help me tremendously. For some reason I don't even want to sleep tonight
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That was beautiful. Thank you
I'd like to ask for prayers and good vibes for my husband, the father of my children. Something changed in him after he had Covid in 2020 and he hasn't been the same person since. I stood by him through his most difficult years up until recently. I asked for outside help and it was received as me trying to make him look bad and that all I wanted was to take the kids from him. He is the only person who can change the outcome of what is happening. I hope prayers and good vibes can reach him so he can make rational decisions for himself that will reach into our children's lives.
I am faced with a similar challenge right now. For 10+ years, I've owned and managed businesses, working for myself or as a partner, more or less. Recent events forced me to flee with my two daughters and it's looking like I'll have to get a low paying night job so I can continue homeschooling. Something huge must happen or I'll be forced to give up another part of myself. I've always known what to do about issues up until this point. Now I'm just waiting for what seems like the inevitable. You are talented and well known in an incredible community. Please don't waste any more moments worrying about your future. Yours is bright!
I appreciate the offer but I'm not in a position to purchase books right now. When I left my home I was only able to grab my stones, not the books. I'm hoping one of these may help me through a situation in which I'll have to be calm and logical during a potentially heated discussion. Do you recognize any here that may help? If not, no worries. I know the information is out there for me to find. I bought them from a guy with a youtube channel. You may have even shared his name here guiding me to him.
Do you know rocks/stones? Their uses and benefits?
Looking forward to the day that I don't "need" a phone. As of right now, the phone supplies my life support (music). I can do without a lot, even food some days, but I haven't tested how long I can go without music. Not looking forward to that.
Are we all supposed to go through losing everything? Are we supposed to learn to live with nothing but the love from the few that are still close to us? I find myself loving and feeling sorry for the people who have done the most damage recently, even trying to help them work through it which I am told is a mistake. I understand why they are the way they are. Is that what we have in common here? Is that part of the growth needed to prepare us for what's to come? I'm definitely more prepared than I was 3 years ago but it's tough to imagine doing anything truly good and worthy for the world with what little I physically have now. My girls and I are safe, we have the necessities, we have eachother. I know that's all that really matters. I'm just wondering when and how I'll know what I'm supposed to do with these gifts.
Something major changed on or around July 6th, for me 7/11 was the big change in direction. The life and future I had before that is gone, not in a bad way. Would love to know more about this and how many others also noticed a major change.
I wondered earlier today why I wasn't seeing much, if any at all, country music on here. Happy to see this one!
I just hope for better. We may never fully understand what happened, but I have a feeling that we'll definitely notice a difference in where we're going and I feel like I, personally, can only go up from here.
I think you're right about that. It definitely feels like a completely different timeline, life actually. I do feel guilt that I left someone behind though. Wonder if they can still change theirs for the better.
This week, I think I've been dreaming memories. Memories of feelings, that probably doesn't make sense. Also, things that could have happened that didn't. Or maybe things that could happen? I want to learn more about dreams. Have you found any resources on this that may help?
Thank you!
Took the last couple of days off from school work with my daughters, feeling worn down. I really enjoy homeschooling them and guiding them through their learning experiences but it has been difficult for me to want to read our bibles for the last few months. Today, sitting in my chair, pushing myself to open up the Who is God? textbook, I see our next lesson mentioning our imperfect world and a story about camping. Hoping for a moment of clarity, we start reading. It was the perfect lesson that I was able to apply to a great difficulty in our lives that my daughters and I are currently experiencing. If I hadn't seen your comment on camping, I may not have been able to push myself to start that lesson. Very grateful for everyone here and for every share. Even the smallest ripples of thought carry so much potential. 💙
Can you explain how the Timestamp=Christmas?
I don't usually struggle as much as I am today. Any advice? My appetite is gone completely and I keep getting butterflies from stress and worrying. Music usually helps, but just not cutting it today.
I appreciate you showing your attitude towards your growth. Growing pains must be necessary for what's to come. As long as we can move forward to something better, I'm okay with the scars as well as the hard work that will be required.
Spicy margarita?