Having a vacation right now. Makes me wonder if real life was supposed to be more like this?

I'm seeing the MSM planting the seeds of self-destruction every day, so I'm not worried. Stuff is certainly happening behind the scenes.

The Holy Spirit helps carrying on too.

I see you reaching out to the only people that understand what your going through and I find myself wishing I could do more to help because when I hit rock bottom, it was lonely. At the beginning of the pandemic during the "6weeks to flatten the curve" bullshit. I was heavily entrenched into digging up some real shit and threading on Twit. One day I was walking my dog. There was absolutely NO ONE anywhere. People were so scared that the streets were like a ghost town. As I was walking, out of no where this guy comes up to me. Very tall, clean cut, slacks, dress shirt and tie (like an agent). He says "Stay Strong" and walks away. It was very bizarre. Was I being watched somehow? Who was the message from? There is no way that could be a coincidence right? It was a "WTF was that" kind of moment. For what it's worth, that experience helped me through some low moments. "Stay Strong" Martin.

I am with you... A tired pile of mush. Take it one minute at a time if that is all you can do. Persist.

I’ve been told that to heal, it must get worse before you see improvement.

Ever recall while working a normal job that when the weekend came or your day off you were just exhausted because all the stress you carried and pushed through to get the job done. The you had a break and got hit by the brick wall.

What if we’re at such a precipice of a turning point that the majority of the work is done and it’s just time to heal. Heal so we’re ready to heal others when it hits them. I’m shot in the dirt these days, I’m not a vocal keyboard or internet warrior, I’m an in person type...little by little hoping to get points across.

If what I said is true, it’s your turn to rest and heal. In the end, we can’t hardly operate when we’re in need of healing,

All the past lifetimes of trauma are being present at this time to heal. That is more immense than one lifetime’s trauma let alone what we’re all going through.

I WANT YOU TO TAKE A VACATION JUST TAKE CARE OF YOU EVEN IF YOU STAY AT YOUR HOME AND VILLAGE DO NOT PUT ANY EXPECTATIONS ON YOUR SELF I WANT YOU TO FOCUS ON LOVING LIGHT OF GOD REST AND GOOD HEALTHY FOOD AND WATER
I AM OFFICIALLY GROUNDING YOU IN LOVE
TO ONLY TAKE CARE OF YOU IT IS OKAY TO REST
IT IS OKAY TO NOT WRITE OR TAKE PHOTOS FOR A FEW DAYS
IT IS OKAY TO SIT OUTSIDE AND EAT HEALTHY AND ENJOY COLD WATER AND SUNSHINE MAY GODS PEACE SURROUND YOU IN JESUS NAME AMEN !!!!! LOVE AND HUGS FROM TEXAS USA

Ci sarebbe da argomentare su questo....magari in seguito. L'autocritica è una buona cosa, ma non dobbiamo permettere che mini lo scopo della nostra anima

Sending good vibes your way Martin, I understand what you are feeling. It comes on like a crashing wave and for a time we feel battered and thrashed by the swirling waters, then the feeling recedes and there is a moment of calm before another wave comes and once again hits us and wipes us out. We are left exhausted from wading (waiting 😉) and just trying to keep our heads above water.

Between waves, try and rest and regroup the best you can and know that our time of victory, rejuvenation and celebration is coming.

✨🙏🏼✨

One of the best things you can do Martin is rest, hydrate, get some sunshine, eat healthy meals, laugh, clap, deep breathe, raise your hands and focus your mind on the Healer in heaven. Focus on everything you are grateful for, no matter how insignificant it might seem, like eyes to see, ears to hear, ability to walk, talk, understand etc. Get well! 😇

Bless you Martin..rest, hydrate, get off. SM for a little while.go out and take some of your fantastic pictures…so many of us are battle fatigued. The mental anguish is often unbearable. Remember you are loved indeed 😌

Hey also, if not diabetic epsom salts soaks. HUGE deal.

Father in Heaven, please Heal and help him

Take a BREAK.
You will thank yourself later.
There is NO HARM in leave of absence.
Get back to feeling good
Come back when your ready.

I'm due for a break
But I might not be back.

❤️Feel better Martin, Get the rest you need.🙏🏻🙏🏻🌻🌻

Martin please just take time off and rest. A well deserved rest I might add. Get out in nature without your camera (camera equals work for you) and just breathe and ground. It is ok to just be without the need to do something, (except eat chocolate of course😉)
You are a warrior, but even warriors need time to themselves. I pray that it be well with your soul…❤️🙏

Feel better Martin! I’m wiped out also. And still in bed now after sleeping twelve hours. 😘

I feel the same way, ready to battle but an unseen battle, many sleepers ❗️😏I meditated to stay grounded go to nature🙏🏼That’s how I mellow out❗️

Praying for you Martin 🙏💗🙏

Praying you get some much needed rest and healing Martin. 🙏 God bless you!

Yes, rest brother.
Patience for Healing
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