I am genuinely not well and finding it hard to work right now. It frustrates my inner warrior, who wants to battle, but simply cannot. Just have to rest and recuperate. Have managed about an hour at the laptop today before feeling wiped out. Cumulative stress of battle has done me in. Lack of bullets and bombs easily arms the self-critic who says there are no valid invisible wounds in an unseen war. Have to consciously override that internal narrative and reject the self-denigration. It’s OK to have fought myself into a messy mush. More honourable than those who didn’t enter the arena and remain unblemished.
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Take a break. Take a vacation.
Vacations cost money and I don’t have any.
Some one special to some. @surdog007 (tw) @godrus on truth social telegr
ah, many of us are in the same boat.
like [they] made it that way so that none of us could afford a vacation. living costs take everything ya got, and then some.
that was [their] plan.
aside from occasional chemical vacations, most get no relief
