I am genuinely not well and finding it hard to work right now. It frustrates my inner warrior, who wants to battle, but simply cannot. Just have to rest and recuperate. Have managed about an hour at the laptop today before feeling wiped out. Cumulative stress of battle has done me in. Lack of bullets and bombs easily arms the self-critic who says there are no valid invisible wounds in an unseen war. Have to consciously override that internal narrative and reject the self-denigration. It’s OK to have fought myself into a messy mush. More honourable than those who didn’t enter the arena and remain unblemished.
Rest is most important, as we get older we have to reserve our energy, take vitamin D ( very important ) as the immune system also has to deal with the new energies coming off planet some so powerful, that wipe us out sometimes
Whenyou are a Light Warrior you get resistance and we all need rest at times.
