It is a bittersweet day for me with 5Y∆. I have struggled in ways that don't belong in public. Helping others with clarity, encouragement, and amusement has given me diversionary purpose. The underlying wounds and fractures are still there and are not yet healed.
In an odd way the resolution of the Q matter with truth and justice, and even newfound financial freedom, doesn't help and makes it worse. The basic problem of "who am I?" and what I identify with hasn't advanced much. The sense of self built on the mind and body (not spirit) brings a tricky legacy.
"A policeman's lot is not a happy one" goes the old song, and maybe it's true of all protector activities including being a (digital) warrior. There's an innate sadness in being called upon to sacrifice and suffer because fools, cowards, and sociopaths only care about themselves. Why me, why now, why here? I just wanted to be left alone.
Still seeking inner peace... have my internal calms and storms going on.
I got a man. Not here to date. No DM’s. Sad that I even need to write this.
The task of defining position from persona can be tricky. We tend to assess our personal value based on our experience of the world.
In the end. Where we’ve been, what we’ve done, what other people say about us and what we believe about ourselves. Are all positions. They don’t define who we are. Only where we’ve been. Being temporal, they don’t assign value.
And just like a coins value is determined by it’s creator. So is our value determined by ours. Just as when a coin is lost, it maintains it’s created value. So do we, no matter where we happen to find ourselves.
Older & wiser. Have the scars to prove it.
I have resolved to look at the storms around me as God cutting, sanding off areas not profitable for the inner me & polishing others that are closer to His true design for a woman. Early on you discover God does not us Anesthesia. The pain has purpose. And I have found myself actually longing for the sensation of death of an ideal, untrue friendships, withered relationships etc.
Setting ones eyes & heart on the prize is half the battle won.
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Love casts out fear.
Love conquers all.
Father God, Jesus
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2015... I was abandoned by family
because I am a Trumpster.
Then totally alone for two years
because I didn't get the jab.
I'm not invited to anything, to go anywhere.
I chose to chalk it up to their loss about their words and deeds because it takes TOO much effort to be miserable. I may feel alone, but I'm never alone. I have ongoing conversations with Jesus and Father God. 💕🙏💕👍💕 I chose to be happy.
Working to stay on the good path in a good way. #SaveTheChildren. I love God the Creator, Source of all, be positive my frens and manifest.
Strange times indeed
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I don't know your inner battle, but I can attest to the inner sadness, the question of who I am, & the inner storms. Knowing that I am not alone in just those things helps bring some light into my soul💕. I thank you for your raw truths, for sharing during such tumultuous times, I find peace in your "silence"... Carry on soldier you've GOT THIS!
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I can never say I know how someone feels but what you're experiencing resonates with me
It sounds like it's time to pull back from the battlefield a bit & be kinder to yourself
There's a saying that goes something to the effect that if you don't fill your own cup from time to time you can't offer it to someone else without severely depleting yourself
I do encourage you to keep posting your photographs, because you have a genuine gift for it & it fills your cup without depleting it when you share them with others
Blessings ❤️
A believer of my creator, wife, mother, and wide awake. My goal to keep connecting spreading love, truth, and high vibes
Martin hang in there! Everything is very intense right now. The evil is throwing everything at us. You are a treasure with your insight and open vulnerability. So many of us identify but are afraid to put out there for all to see. You are a strong soul and we love you Martin ❤️
Martin your efforts are appreciated and you have contributed positively.
Take a puff, drink a beer, eat some chocolate and remember:
"Don't sweat the petty things, pet the sweaty things"
Patriot/Freedom Fighter/Love My Father, God Almighty...Love My Country...Love the Orange Guy to the Moon and Back...Will fight to the End!!!
Martin, you have come too far to give up on you...War is hard, no matter what kind and where you are in the battle, whether it be leading the battle or bringing up the rear...we have all felt what you are feeling right now at sometime or other and it is hard...family that shuns you or friends that are not awake to what is really going on...being called crazy or a conspiracy nut, whatever...your inner peace comes from our lord and savior...He is the almighty and will bring you thru all that is troubling you if you let him...I keep you in my prayers for you are a true warrior and patriot for humanity...Hang in there, You got this...
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Amen, Ditto
Patriot. Veteran. 😎 Queenie. Just call me Smoo. 🤗 Animal Rights = Human Rights. Proud PITBULL momma! #Godwins.
Maybe focus your thoughts less on those you can’t influence - and focus more on those you have already, and are about to!!! 🥰
🧡PDJT🧡Prayers with you, may God keep you safe🙏#WWG1WGA#TreesDieStanding#NothingCanStopWhatIsComing#Nothing💫LightVsDarkPeaceIsThePrize💫
Martin, I send you peace and joy🙏
Waiting for the Trump card... Supporting General Flynn⭐️⭐️⭐️... #wwg1wga Truth Social: https://truthsocial.com/@Aristarkos
The men who just wanted to be left alone...
I AM a child of God, a free thinking, Sovereign Divine Being. Love Oz & grateful for the USA & WW Patriots! #WWG1WGA #FamilyIsEverything
Baby steps, & be kind to you. Observe the thoughts/feelings but stay detached. It’s a personal soul journey but you have an abundance of postive ‘public support’ & love behind you. Honour the Soul & Divinity within you, nuture your inner child, & remember we are all growing. Hope the 2nd tip helps for the shortterm & some simple but effective breath work will 100% help balance those lower emotions. You’ve got this
Atma Mahatma
WWG1WGA! Donald J Trump IS My President! Proud Supporter and BELIEVER! God, Family, Country and my Dogs!
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Peace be with you Martin 🙏❤️
Are you familiar with Luke?
https://www.lukemindpower.com/home
much love to you Martin..😌
