jesus - it's so wrong!

that's my sense - all staged to keep the illusion going until the war is over.

Many people are struggling - doing whatever they can to make money. Be supportive - ask what they need. That's how I live. We've had enough narcissistic judgmental b.s. from the matrix. Isn't that what we're supposed to be breaking down?

I am a PATRIOT you idiot - a mama trying to support myself and my child. This is just one place I promote myself (my main site is love in action now dot com). It's called EARNING A LIVING. You want to really go there with me? You support Trump, right? He and others "grift" as you call it - ask for money. The work I do is valuable - no different than anyone else who is a REAL Patriot. So stop hassling me.

it's mine. i still need help.

i frigging KNEW it. i had that thought years ago

thank you for that. absolutely - i pray daily for people to show up who will help me find housing and help me get out. i pray for an increase in income and the money to help me get there. and i pray for our prosperity and $$ abundance to be returned. and YES YES YES - these experiences do NOT make us tough. trauma creates trauma. pain creates pain. i came here Strong. but in this reality there's not just good there's evil and it finds the light to control and terrorize. narc abuse is insidious. i would like to talk with you more offline if you are open to that.

i am so sorry you went through that hell - and happy/relieved you got out. it inspires me to keep going. and yes you do get changed - i was crying about just that very thing today. i want ME back - i want this exhausted traumatized apathetic angry emotional wreck that i became healed and released. i'm tired of being frozen. i'm tired of feeling trapped. i'm tired of asking for help. i'm tired of knowing this comes down to money. i hope the plan changes quickly so housing can become affordable again! i've been putting my request out there for alternative housing - MIL units, extra home on property not being used - talking to people - sharing my story - saying i am needing a break. someone who SEE ME where i am and can help me and my girl. i keep talking about it because so many of us go through this here. took me years - but i finally woke up to the horrible choice i made and what it did to me. as one friend said there are humans and demons here.

i am convinced of it too. i've seen his eyes go black many times. in a recent written journal release experience, i realized evil/this matrix used him to "imprison" me - dim my light - keep me quiet and in isolation. i am trying hard to get out - it's a matter of finding affordable housing. i talk about it openly on my coffee page. i'm on housing lists. i have a fundraiser. trying to increase my income to get there (the coffee site was one idea). i've spoken with 2 attorney's - in my state i can't even take out a restraining order. unless it's documented physical and/or sexual, i am on my own. i have ample documentation of his rages - but a judge doesn't have to consider that. the counselor i am seeing for PTSD went through similar here and the judge declined her evidence of narc abuse. the whole SYSTEM is narcissistic.

I woke up this morning w/the thought: Are the schumann blackouts = BLACKOUT NECESSARY? I found it really interesting that there was another one today as well.

jibber jab

why don't you check my profile and see the work i've done and shared here and see for yourself. it's called asking for help - something this awakening is about - the heart and helping one another.

here it is. thank you so. much. !! https://www.gofundme.com/f/mom-start-over-new

i have been. trust me i am doing all i can atm. i need some warriors to help me out by sharing my fundraiser - and/or handing out flyers in their respective areas. if you are willing to do this let me know and i can email the attachments.

i am in an abusive relationship - trying to get out. i have complex ptsd (working w/someone to treat). he's at it again today - my body can't take anymore of his anger. i created a fundraiser to raise the funds. i have an income - but can't afford housing (blue state - so expensive). anyway, i'm shaking atm - trying to calm down. my brain isn't "normal" because of this so it takes great effort to refocus - and when he is at it - it puts me right back into fight/flight/freeze.

oooh tav is also the 22nd letter the hebrew alphabet. 22 is my go-to number for years now. also feeeeeeeeeeling this could be "saving israel for last".

EXACTLY what i've been feeling as well too.

absolutely! there are days when it rains here - the next day we taste metal in our mouth. the air above is so dirty - likely everywhere.

after exploring/participating in that 20 years ago i came to see it's another cult - just like the course in miracles, etc. ANY spiritually based book that doesn't talk about the matrix or the war on our minds is not working for us.

i had 2 of them show up today. blocked. we can't be infiltrated that easily. we've had years of discernment training!

LOVE my berkey!

you got a lot of people speaking up for you there atm. so you are welcomed by those of us who carry the truth in our hearts - and that's what matters.

don't go! i don't come here much lately either - been spending more time on X and saw yesterday you got x'd. we're speaking up for you though so hang in there with us!

or how about something beautiful and uniting - like a sky event that we SEE and that brings in a frequency - a return of God's (Universe/Creator) energies - something that ALL can see and feel and enable us ALL to remember who we really are again.

we've had enough trauma. enough scare events. enough forced poverty and wars and psyops and movie scenes. Love is the ultimate Uniter - separates the real humans from the rest.

i'm here if you want/need to talk. i get PTSD - i have it as well - but i see it and am working w/someone. my spouse has it but refuses to deal with it. i'm beyond my line in the sand here. and yes - the $$ factor with how the world is.

i need someone doing it for me as i need to keep it anonymous. i'm so sorry you're dealing with similar.

'til next time..............we will always remember you!

i am on both (started spending more time on X the past year - on an inner nudge): the anons on twitter are very ready - very heart-based and supportive of one another. be kinda nice to put us all in one place.

i can't just leave a "."............i've been reflecting a lot the past couple of weeks about your influence and energy in my life. you've humbled me at times when i've needed it. you've presented things that have helped me think - quietly. and you helped bring about (the return of??) the Red Panda. i will miss your presence and wit and synchs and doG and Panda pictures. wherever you're going i hope we connect again. thank you!! (i am not going to cry i am NOT going to cry but i know i will come 11.22). hey - i finished this up at 10:10pm. just for you! 😍

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