they've been doing this for decades.

Creating a reality where most are exhausted traumatized unable to afford to live much less unable to THRIVE due to the utter lack of real help and blind assholes who refuse to acknowledge the MASSIVE discrepancy between income/wages and the cost of living.
I AM LIVING PROOF.
Are these people who are lazy?
Hell yes.
But if you're going to toss out that word, you sure as hell better be looking at the above-mentioned people/systems first.
If you aren't seeing this and talking about it,
you are not as awake as you think you are.

I gave my trust to too many who did not deserve it.
And so today - everyone is held at a distance until I can slowly let myself relax.
Baby steps.
Held in a space of consistent love.
THAT is how we heal.

I hope this man is open to talking and learning how to be housed again.
For it is literally like starting over.
Learning a new way of being.
Living.
And when there is trauma in that process,
SLOW is key to success.
Baby steps.
For to flood these people with forced ANYTHING will only make the trauma worse and delay real healing.
I am seeing this with myself.
Even though I am not homeless, I have been a shutdown traumatized wreck inside for almost 20 years.
Things just went unaddressed, unacknowledged.
Combine that with an utter lack of effective treatment (TALK THERAPY ALONE DOES NOT WORK FOR TRAUMA) and I let myself become in some ways a shell of a human - completely terrified of leaving ANY place that I define as Safe.
Unable to trust anyone.
Totally forgot and I mean TOTALLY forgot to remember what it feels like to feel Safe.

The homeless man seemed to have a shift - and said he was open to being educated on being housed.
You see, our nervous systems become programmed with what is familiar.
Even if it isn't good for us, if it is FAMILIAR it feels comfortable.
And if one is traumatized, which let's face it - I would say most if not all of those living on the streets have a lot of unprocessed trauma in their bodies - CHANGE feels threatening.
Even if that change means a warm bed, safe secure roof and walls, a meal, a shower - even if the mind and body might feel "YES" - even if that change is actually GOOD for you - if it's necessary for your survival - if the nervous system senses change there will be resistance.
Fear.

This is SO true! Thank you!

Hundreds of anons and truthers sharing my work - and if they resonate and read it - contributing just a few dollars every month - which is doable for anyone unless you're unemployed - can catapult me into the forward direction I have been working my arse off to achieve.

Please forward this one around.
I am not the only one struggling unnecessarily.
And there are enough of us TO BE helping one another.
No more excuse

3) Person#3 who passed along paperwork for a scholarship program - over 3 weeks ago. She was supposed to send me paperwork to sign, find me someone in the field in which to interview and check in last Thursday. She failed to do ANY of this. I emailed her, texted, left a voice mail - NADA. So I contacted her supervisor who said she would "give her a nudge". This is a time sensitive issue here.

So just a heads up for those who are struggling seeking help on here - those who say go out into the system for help need to zip it. Do the right thing instead. Be that Warrior of Love and ask. what. they. need.

What do I need?

👉MONEY.

👉Promotional help for the work I already do (both websites are on my profile page).

safe yes - physically. visualizing and feeling into my new home as if i am already there - i know it's there.

this is AMAZING and so timely - for me. thank you. i've felt my entire life not everyone here is human - like me. seen estimates 10-15%. 25% though - i can see that too.

thank you - I receive!

I don't know what reality you're living in but they absolutely can stop me from doing the things that I need to do. Did you not read what I wrote? No one has my back I've got one person in my life that care is whether I am here or not and that is my daughter. I have no one checking in and asking me how I am. I feel unseen unheard uncared for and unloved and I am giving that to myself to the best of my ability. I have dedicated years to this Awakening and I feel more lonely than I ever have in my entire life. If you're a big account you get all the love.

thank you - i need a financial miracle to escape this - i've gone through all the hoops, been passed around like a hot potato with all of these agencies that are supposed to help.......i'm just done with it all. so i am getting really loud and "in your face" like now. desperation resulting from being ignored and not seen will do that.

Today I was supposed to have a phone assessment to get on a program that would help fund furthering my education among other things.
It took almost 3 f'ing months to get that phone appointment.
THE WOMAN NEVER CALLED.
I have this to say now - succinctly and in full truth:
If you see someone in need - especially someone who is an awakened soul/patriot - ASK WHAT THEY NEED.
Don't put them out in that shit pit we call "the system".
The more AWAKE you are - the more you are NOT SEEN out there.
People - friends - if I had more support for the work I already do and share here EVERY DAY (which are on my profile page) - I would be in a better situation.
I'm tired of big ass accounts getting all of the attention while we smaller ones struggle to get a few positive vibes and some love.
It's like needing a full course meal and getting a plate of vegetables.
That's all for now. More later as I have a lot more to say.

LINK (one above is incomplete):

https://www.loveinactionnow.com/floods-earthquakes-trump-who-once-used-the-pseudonym-john-barron-issues-statement-no-more-mr-nice-guy-timestamp-1240-q-post-1240-we-must-fight-11-22-and-a-gematria/#google_vignette

When they reach those teenager years, the rebellion begins.
Now those things I taught her - with facts - have been challenged.
The eye rolls.
The "that's not what CNN says".
I figure she will come around.
But for now, I really want the truth in full to be seen everywhere.

synch!
i saw where ALASKA and HORIZON airlines are shutdown nationwide.
And my first thought was the Q post when an anon asked the question:
10 days darkness, when
Q says
SHUTDOWN

If you care and if you can help me - or anyone like me - help them/us out instead of telling them to go try the system and making the person wait for the help they need today - often yesterday.
That would be WONDERFUL. And helpful.
Such love and support is what those of us in very difficult circumstances need.
Thank you for reading.
Victoria

I had not yet heard back until today.
When the SAME PERSON sent me the SAME email asking if I was interested, to respond back.
Greeting me as though we had never spoken (when we had - via phone AND email as mentioned).
I wrote back saying we had had this conversation - and I said YES i was STILL interested in an assessment and had been waiting for that contact for the past 2 weeks.
So the next time anyone - again - tells me to go into the system - IT DOES NOT PROVIDE QUICK FIXES no matter WHAT your circumstances are.
Not in today's reality.
The help is there - in some places - but be prepared to make a lot of phone calls and mostly, be prepared if you aren't persistent there is a good chance you will get lost.

The lack of organization and the chaos is mind-blowing and at times unprofessional and impersonal - which is the last thing someone in desperate need wants to experience.
You have to fight for your right to get access to available assistance.
The competition is ugly.
Here's an example that happened today (that shows you need to never assume you have been seen or heard - to NOT wait - and to KEEP PUSHING):
I heard about a particular program over 2 months ago.
I said I was interested at that time.
6 weeks later I finally hear from someone on the phone, who then sent me an email, asking me to respond back if I was still interested in pursuing the program further after reading the email. I wrote back that moment and said yes I was interested.

Already do

oh gosh the teachers were a wreck at my high school - they were part of the problems i experienced (alcoholism, dating students, perverts as well - in the late 80's 1/3 of the staff was fired by the school board - i had already graduated)

thank you. to be honest i am so weary doing this for free. i've been sharing my heart out with my writing works asking for $5/month from those who regularly read - which is doable for anyone unless you're on the streets. i'm disabled and this is what i do and what i am best at.

oh my god - i forgot about that mark in texas!

that's exactly what i do - i look out there and what is presented - ask questions - sometimes pitch a fit - lol - then go within and feeeeeeeeeeel what is truth for me.

What do you mean? My page, my site - I am in a desperate situation now. I will beg if I have to. Mom's understand this.

Yes. How this rolled out is dividing people...more than in previous years. If people want to judge or block me that speaks to their heart...not mine. I will continue to speak loudly and ask questions.

I already know about all of that. I've been talking about that for several years on my website loveinactionnow.com. You know my work - you know who I am - so your words leave me perplexed and your attack is unwarranted and returned back to you. It shows your true character. ALL children matter - including my own - and so perhaps instead of attacking me and making false judgments about me you should walk your online persona talk and ask what you can do to help.

jesus - i am so sorry - esp. for those little ones jabbed and the health problems they have had.
that breaks my heart. why this plan has played out the way it has - i no longer understand it for the words i shared - and words you share as well.
about the children? really??!! my god - we need something big and huge to shift this entire reality.