i am in an abusive relationship - trying to get out. i have complex ptsd (working w/someone to treat). he's at it again today - my body can't take anymore of his anger. i created a fundraiser to raise the funds. i have an income - but can't afford housing (blue state - so expensive). anyway, i'm shaking atm - trying to calm down. my brain isn't "normal" because of this so it takes great effort to refocus - and when he is at it - it puts me right back into fight/flight/freeze.

Devastating! You deserve better…you are a strong warrior. I’m sure you’ve tried everything already but keep trying to get outta there. Your mental and spiritual self are crucial during this time. I’m so sorry for your pain. I wish I could take it away. Keep moving forward. Deep breaths… lovely lady. You will be victorious. Detach from him ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️