I am feeling the trauma of the last few years taking its toll. Having been deplatformed and censored, separated from my career, betrayed over and over, forced to watch my kids taken off me by another man I had trusted, then fought against the corrupt local institutions... eventually it affects your nervous system and ability to function.

Have held out for five years, and can feel my capacity to do more eroding. I need time to heal, care for myself, focus on creativity. Facing yet more battles in (corrupt and compromised) court breaks my heart a bit, as it's not my strength in life. There comes a point when you need a miracle to happen, and something very public that completely changes the basis of your society.

This is a very long and arduous road.

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Asking for prayers for my brother. He is in late stage Parkinson’s (escalated by my SIL getting him triple jabbed.) I also think that he may also be under some kind of spiritual attack. I know he has demensia from the Parkinson’s but weird things keep happening, like the same picture keeps getting knocked over randomly when no one is near it. Today he said he felt like he got hit in the head. He also has horrible hallucinations and dreams of bugs and dead bodies floating everywhere etc. I can’t imagine the torture he experiences daily. Please pray for his protection and relief. He’s a sweet soul who’s had a difficult life. My heart breaks that he’s going through this.

Dad made it thru emergency surgery and he made it thru the night, was by his side all night. Thank you God!🙏🏼They located the bleed in his neck in time, a main artery used in the graft from the first surgery 3 days ago had a hole in it! They were able to repair it successfully during the revision surgery and after a few hours in recovery he was back in his room, but the clock is now reset and it's once again Day 1 post op. What a day yesterday was, will never forget that mental image. Truly a blessing that a nurse just happened to be right next to him, he can't speak because of the surgery and can't cry out for help so the ending could have been much different. Again, praise and glory to God! My father has been protected every step of this journey. What a blessing my AU family is, I am so very thankful for each and every one of you amazing prayer warriors! So many responded to my prayer request last night, I KNOW in my heart God heard you all.

If you could spare a prayer, please send one my way. My 29 year old son committed suicide. They found him this afternoon. We are atba loss and just....broken.

praying for you little Julian.
stay strong baby lion ❤ 💙

Im not very good at asking for help. I could really use Prayers. We our on our second day of hospice. His name is Steven. Thank you. 🙏🏼🥲