Am trying to put into words the tension I feel right now (and hoping it gives some catharsis to others who recognise it).

On the one hand there is... never give up... fight for the children... we have come so far and are so near... I have put the work in so enjoy the upside... you were made for this... it's a privilege to experience and participate... you can help so many people... I know this ends well... the best is yet to come.

On the other hand is... I am traumatised... I feel betrayed by those close to me... the dues of Babylon are still arriving... the burden of injustice is so heavy... why are the honest made to hurt so much... everyday tasks seem to have become near impossible efforts... will this waiting ever end... I just want the pain to stop.

My resolution has been to take things a day at a time. When I fall over, rest a while, recover my strength, then carry on. Find the middle way between helpless/hopeless and Atlas Syndrome ("I will save the world β€” solo").

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In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

martin - been thinking about this one the past 24 hours.

im in the midst also flip from depression to hope and back....

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In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

I love your raw truth & the way you express it Martin. Thank you for sharing.
One day at a time, one step at a time we will collectively get through this... πŸ™Œ

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

This brought tears to my eyes. Me. You are so eloquent as I am not but these feel as if my words if I could. I am so tired and sick of all the betrayal. You are still here. I am still here. One day at a time is all we can do. I love you.

I AM an optimist. I AM here for our children. Following Q since the first drop. I Trust the Plan. #Family is Everything. #LOVE wins.

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

What has saved me every time is the remembrance of just 1 child
and every child

NOTHING I can suffer compares

nothing.

When i feel sorry for myself, I return quickly to that place and it's over.

Stand tall warriors, we need you NOW and in each moment to come.

Loose the concepts
Re-memeber the love!

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In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

I thought it was just me feeling this way, thank you for sharing. we got this!

Love God #FamilyisEverthing Love my Country #GodAlwaysWins πŸ™πŸΌπŸ™ŒπŸΌπŸ’–πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

We battle evil that is the worst kind of war you feel it we see it in people doing Terrible things .we cant let the spirit of evil take over our lifes when it comes to our children we must give our all A person that loves God and has faith the size of a mustard seed can move mountains. The evil one wants us weak he wants to destroy us . i paused as i was typeing this my son in his room lighting up evil will not win

I AM an optimist. I AM here for our children. Following Q since the first drop. I Trust the Plan. #Family is Everything. #LOVE wins.

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

❀️

this too will pass
moment by moment
day by day
look how far we have come
.

Fight for our future! WWG1WGA πŸ™πŸ‡§πŸ‡ͺπŸ™

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

Totally the same! Sometimes I have to drag myself through the day to get through. And often tell myself that I must persevere, that everything will be fine. πŸ™

DJT & PATRIOTS WILL SAVE THE WORLD DARK TO LIGHT GOD WINS

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In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

Atlas syndrome... you are not solo, not alone. We are with you.

I still believe in the goodness and generosity of the American people. I love my country and will always STAND for GOD, Family and Freedom.

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

Your words and feelings are always so relatable. I have learned to take life one day at a time, take breaks to actually live and my friend in Africa keeps me centered. He lives in what he refers to as hell yet his faith in GOD inspires me. He listens when nobody else that I am close to will (except my daughter) and he doesn't go a day without checking up on me. Then there's this family here. Gain strength and hope where you can. I am trying to have faith in GOD like I had faith in my Dad to take care of us as kids. It's so hard to focus with so much on my mind and heart. Your words always describe my feelings. Glad you are here Martin. Sending love . . .

Believer/Christian APL 99.993 I've seen war 1st hand + more child suffering than most.

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

You see - I personally KNOW some of those who have suffered.
Their odds against their - overcoming are tremendous.

If they see us beaten down, struggling, unrecognizable.. and yet NOT GIVING UP... it gives them courage... it gives them HOPE.

Don't GIVE UP!

Believer/Christian APL 99.993 I've seen war 1st hand + more child suffering than most.

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It's why I was born.
LITERALLY.

Believer/Christian APL 99.993 I've seen war 1st hand + more child suffering than most.

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It's why I was born.
LITERALLY.

Christian, Patriot, Anon, Musician - my song on YT "Prodigal Child by Alicia Maria"- WWG1WGA - 40+yrs cleansings & demonologist work

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And another big patriot hug mm,mm,mm - got as many as you need

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

Wow' .... what he said ... thanQ for being you and sharing your wonderful words with US/me ... I needed to hear this

The World is changing and I'm on the Transition Team! Trump Won and even better God Wins ~ Once In A Lifetime

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

I think you are spot on with one day at a time. June has really been difficult on me. I feel something is literally trying to hold me down.
This has been a long road and if you don't treat it like a marathon you'll lose the race. I think many of us feel guilty resting or taking time for ourselves when there still so much that needs to be done. So don't because we need you ALL :)

So rest and meditate on the future and how your talents will bring so much knowledge to those children you're saving!

Looking forward to The Best is yet to come. Holding the line

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It is hard when you are disconnected from your family. Take time to rest and know we all are your family.

Light Worker Patriot! Married! Mother of 3 Beautiful Daughters and 4 Handsome Grandsons, 1 Beautiful Grand-Daughter

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

I feel everything you are feeling . Deep Gratitude for your wonderful way of capturing the perfect linguistics. No matter how I feel --when I concentrate in present moment awareness --I always know that is the answer.

For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

You literally always say exactly what I feel! I am being very strong but at the same time what youth is going through is awful. Hit me with whatever but don’t F with my kids or others kids. My daughter is in a depression, my son is now saying that he has been chipped by the vaxx and he has a government person who talks to him and has connected him to talk to his soul mate by consciousness communication who he has never met, as well because they both have psychic abilities and abilities to astral project.I feel like I am in a nightmare now. Is he being targeted because of me since I follow the Q movement?? I honestly believe he is hearing voices from being chipped. He looks exhausted all of the time even though he now says its good that he is being talked to and learning to use his abilities. Is this the zombie apocalypse VK has warned about in proccess? Did i cause this for him by thinking about it often after i found out he took the vax?VK has told us our thoughts can create reality?

I still believe in the goodness and generosity of the American people. I love my country and will always STAND for GOD, Family and Freedom.

In response Kimberly Robinson to his Publication

My son didn't take the jab but all his friends that he hangs out with did. He has horrible nightmares and I have wondered the same thing. I know any good mom would be affected by anyone hurting their child. What he is telling you is frightening.

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Patriot/Freedom Fighter/Love My Father, God Almighty...Love My Country...Love the Orange Guy to the Moon and Back...Will fight to the End!!!

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

Right with ya...AMEN is all I can say...Exhausted in Illinois...By the way, Not sure but I think our state ranks right up in the top 5 for being a S**t hole...

Older & wiser. Have the scars to prove it.

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

Wrestling this very thing EVERY FREEKING DAY. Letheragy & apathy for things that I used to enjoy. My neighbor tried to get me to work at noon today in the vegetable garden for an hour, in the south, in June, with high humidity & my heart acting up...not mention ham strung hands from wrongly advertised carpel tunnel surgery results & chronic plantar fasciitis, oh!... the fifth dental absess in 2 years I am self treating, (do I count the chronic Sinuses from a 35 year old deviated septum). Doing all I can physically including driving my mom, my aunt & this neighbor to appointments. So over extended energy wise, I'd file Chapter 13 on being physically bankrupt, if I could. I fully accept there is no help coming....except the cure...& that is the end of this Great Tribulation. Till then, I'll endure the verbal lashings from those who say they care about me, with Jesus help.
The odd thing is spiritually, I have such peace. I thank God every day for open eyes. God ALREADY won! πŸ•Š

Nothing is More Precious than the Children! All Of Humanity Is Uniting To Defeat Unspeakable Evil. God Bless and Protect the QTeam.

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TRUTH SEEKER - Happy Wife - Proud Mom of 5 with 3 Sons Active Duty Military - She's a Marilyn in blue jeans with a touch of Jackie O

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

Very well stated, per usual. My daughter yelled at me last weekend (on my birthday) for telling a close, slightly awake person to question everything. I raised very passive kids to now adults that just follow β€œthe rules”. Now im crazy. Very tough times…

Nothing is More Precious than the Children! All Of Humanity Is Uniting To Defeat Unspeakable Evil. God Bless and Protect the QTeam.

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A friend reminds me to Never Settle.

In this ever-changing world, easy it is to become lost in complicated twists and turns of everyday living. We continually adapt, insisting to maintain integrity in often volatile environments.

Via participation in ever-changing events, we can become unbalanced. Yet, when encountered with challenging energy, why not consider the concept of the growth involved? Our capacities to learn, to grow, are unlimited.

We shouldn't allow ourselves to dismiss challenges. Rather, embrace the opportunity. Decide to become inspired instead of intimidated. The results can be fulfilling and surprising.

Slow down a bit.
Consider what is available.
Always strive for more.

Never settle.

Be inspired by the evolved souls that occupy our perspective.
Consider it a gift.

I am Sylvia Diane πŸ”₯1221πŸ”₯ GOD WON ... HE HAS NEVER LOST A BATTLE He isn't about to start now It's time to talk to Jesus

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In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

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Family is Everything! God is Everything!

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

I look at it a little differently - the burden of justice (at least at the top levels) has been completed. I am so thankful it is happening in my lifetime and that it is all rolling out slowly - I absolutely do NOT want a civil war - in the US or in the UK or in Canada or anywhere. My great-great grandfather, Andrew Bain, was a Private in the Confederate Army in Alabama. He was wounded and died in a prisoner camp.

Mom to Four Awesome Souls Western PA born and raised #godwins

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Here is how I feelπŸ€—

Older & wiser. Have the scars to prove it.

In response Cee Bear to her Publication

Sure that horse wasn't laughing? 😍

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FJB .......Trump is my President

In response Martin Geddes to his Publication

I am so glad im not the only one . The heartache for people losing loved ones at the hands of evil , the children , the anxiety on the young and old , the horror stories from people that got vaxed its getting overwelming . Please God let this end soon ! πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™