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Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
Hello!
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
Found you here!
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
Sheriff Lamb is involved in a case against them, his son and grand-daughter are dead his daughter-in-law in critical condition. Another RA survivir who has provided affidavits son died (another automobile accident) same day she signed affidavit.
you talk people die. you dont do what they say people die- your fault. not you people you love.
it takes tremendous courage and still people die.
you dont rat out the mafia without consequences same here only worse.
doesnt mean some of us wouldnt but thats what we are up against.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
ill keep taking it easy this week. thanks!
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
just ending 2 weeks w/ virus post picnic with recently vaxed person. hcq zinc, c, d and z-pak.
still low energy.
yes, this is worse than the original covid.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
condolences. im very sorry this is massive.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
lots of info on telegram, some dedicated for vacinr injured.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
ive used it safely and it was recommended by a doctor who saved a mans leg - motorcycle accident and traditional medicine could do a thing.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
very touching. wild animals have more 'human' feelings than some people these days.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
no just seeing "sock" comms everywhere!
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
exactly - associate justice worn in but they made it appear as another scotus.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
yes, mulit dimensional 5D...very complex
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
part 2 - now this is only discussing trauma, not even mkultra or dissociate identity disorder both much more complex isdues.
i would say marijuana is one way to survive both not "heal", not a path to recovering oneself.
https://gab.com/silentnQmore/posts/106082410643215764
silentnQmore on Gab: 'Thoughts on - Healing self so we can assist other…' - Gab Social
silentnQmore on Gab: 'Thoughts on - Healing self so we can assist others. As a survivor of satanic ritual abuse and human trafficking, I have been on a healing journey for over 40 years and if you count the years I was surviving the trauma 64. I have often been told I need to write a book. I ma..
https://gab.com/silentnQmore/posts/106082410643215764Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
a few more
thoughts - more than Marijuana.
https://gab.com/silentnQmore/posts/106082424039854249
silentnQmore on Gab: 'As 'survivors" (we are NOT victims), we tell our …' - Gab Social
silentnQmore on Gab: 'As 'survivors" (we are NOT victims), we tell our stories - often in the third person - but invariably in extreme states of dissociation. It is therapeutic to tell. As we grow and master these events our story changes. In the beginning, I had a doll I would cling to..
https://gab.com/silentnQmore/posts/106082424039854249Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
agree - just made the same comment on TS.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
agree - just made the same comment on TS.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
yes it does
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
oh Martin, only you could come up with this one.
obviously from a place of deep understanding.
hard decision - the mental slave does not know he is suffering - however after escape its brutal to see it all and still be enslaved.
id still have to say mental slavery. once we have choice we have power. not power to change the slave situation but power to choose how we live and react to it.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
thank you.
you have no idea how wonderful it us for us to have fellow survivors out but its confusing as hell until we figure out the backwards part of the messaging. there are few "out there" with a message confused by serious untruths - its not the survivor - its the programming.
65 - 45+ years of recovery and still "breaking" programming! just the past couple years - "over the rainbow" all i had to do was sing and i could snap out of anything - great but it was a program. "core" alter - been healing that for years. then i realized it was aldo a program - gone. its a constant job to watch for.
ive been adamant about thus is it im "healed" so many times...i recently read another survivors coment that if we are not struggling day to day and fighting the programming and alters we arent in recovery...validated what I've been saying.
among survivors its not a popular opinion to "heal" alters. but we have to many are programmed. we fight it because of the programming.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
wrong it enhances it.
this is a lie, disrupting programming takes a lifetime of extremely hard work.
this is a plant to discredit survivors. when she starts yo heal from her programming she may stop regurgitating programming.
think about it 3 letter 'rescued', 3 letter plant?
why? to discredit survivors.
this all happened when we started really breaking programming and speaking out.
not medicating to not remember is how you start yo heal DID and programming.
so much i could say here -
programmed photographic memory of names, dates, places used to discredit survivor's truths?
how anyone can buy into this story about wearing a watch, writing down memories and using Marijuana would heal! ugh. 65 years of work and still working.
yes we write down memories, we do art work, we try to be aware and stay present. we also have to learn to feel, to release stored up memories/trauma from organs, tissues - every cell in our bodies.
sorry but no, no no!
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
precisely
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
if they are going to lie this blatantly one would think thry could come up with something believable.
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
great lead the way. bye!
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
now all 50 - specifically CA...
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
and we get to pay more for the food that should have been left alone in the first place!
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
just what i was thinking. i dont think ive seen 'her' next to women...
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
kate browns oregon.
shes going to pay for women who come here for abortions
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
im afraid it may be a temporary phenomenon...
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
was just looking for this...thanks
Retired Engineer- Anti-terrorism & blast consultant DoD & DOS. Survivor SRA, Mk-Ultra,child trafficking. Wife USMC combat veteran #Godwins
yes it was...i remember😊