No coincidences...

Compromised.

Morning Urban..
Been realizing how changed things have become. But also realized my memories are dated and the demons have been pushing these changes a long time.
I feel locked in NJ.
Not being able to get past limitations of TBI have complicated career options so too $.
I understand the TBI swelling...since I was hit in 2019 I have noticed that as well. It does improve..thinking maybe your next trip..maybe you need to allot for a bit more down time..maybe sleep an hour longer. Just a suggestion..
You seem to like the adventure and on the go...I can identify!

Tooth absess is active see dentist this week.
Antibiotic increased again.
I feel goofie in the head...LOL..But I am goofie anyway!
Would be nice to talk live.

Somehow they are.

The same pattern is present..protecting wealthy over a certain level. That same protection with 1st person SNT are required to be Pooled...so "GOVERMENT" determins what you an spend it on. State has impact too.
Oh and same MO: These programs created to "Protect" like
Child Protective Services=Trafficking children.

So no idea if my situation will make it to new system. Since my name is connected it may but maybe not.

I got excited Trust might allow me greater freedom financially...
Trust has not been formed as yet ...
I have been dealing with illness.

Also Legally Attorneys are sheilding how it all works this claw back. I am confussed...you can open in any state but then can't???

Noone so far seems to know what this Clawback actually means..as far as I can see.
Connected to Medicade. Yet I don't have Medicade...
SEEMS they have set it up to FORCE you on to Medicade at some point. Seems connected to Nursing Homes.
CRASH THAT PLAN .

JUST LIKE 911!

USE TO VIOLATE FREEDOMS of
OUR Constitutional Republic.

ALERT>>

HOPE President Trump sees thiS!

BOZO it/s OUR COUNTRY...NOT your state!🤡

I have wondered about Fulford

Can't find RAW!
Whole 100% Grass Fed RAW Milk.

Thanks Cowboy..that helps.

That is my aim.

Its what you do when the preasure is on that holds the course.

Trying to keep rutter calm.
Baby steps.

That's why the Special Needs Trust.

Ran red light..know it wasn't intentional but still hurt.

You know Cowboy I get so hurt and frustrated by those who I once thought of as close friends.

They don't pick up my calls or call.

I know I am foolish to care...but I do.

I have got to find a new state to live!

It bothers me more when I don't feel well.

You know Cowboy I can't just walk away like they are dead..they can..it seems.
HURTS!💧

Thanks Cowboy!

the dizzieness is hard.

..and thinking I may have to pull tooth...sad.

Think person hitting me was the trigger.

Oh well..I am still here!
Oil of Oregano is not enough any more.

As I was feeling frustrated...realized it is all the same on all levels.

A special needs trust is no different. Just hoping for an aenue with integrity and hope helpfulness.

Feeling bad makes me grumpy! 😟

Urban..
Wasn't trying to sound confrontational if it sounded like that..not feeling well.

Wish things would improve.

Yes believe so ... thanks Cowboy.

I am feeling not good.
Know have had a longterm problem with tooth..
been trying to wait it out...don't think that's happening.

When I feel better will look more.
Thank you!

Thanks Cowboy..it's a Special Needs Trust pooled..

As I try to figure it...seems the same MO using "Seemingly goodwill" names means greater fraud.
ie: Child protection actually Child Trafficking.

Trying to figure how to setup so it may help me.

I Cowboy..was thinking about 2 healing options you told me about.

One was a bed I think.
Other hand held that helped your family.
Are either Radio Frequencies?

Also wondered if you know anything about PSNT 1st person?

You are aware of things I am not familiar with.

Hi Urban...
What Healing Techniques are you seeing?

I am wondering.
Heard Juan talking technology. He said there is no magic bed that presto your fixed...but there are like Oxygen beds.

Can you help me understand what you have witnessed. What you are aware of.
Thinking some may be here now.

Also Juan said Red light actually burns too...so trying to think there may be options.

Can you explain it please.

💛

And when they discover Cancer has been curable through Nutritious food!

Parasites have no power when
milk is Raw...crops are rotated.
7th year resting...

Food tastes better...bodies are stronger.

NO Rockefeller petroleum based Pharma!

Funny how what God makes heals!💛

Dandelion are NOT weeds....they heal and support Liver detox.

I want a yard of Dandelions!
NO Pesticides!
😍

I heard Gene Decode talking about this.

👍
Thanks for posting.

GOOFIE required for mental health!

😍👍

CBDC (Central Bank) elites want NWO ..Mark warned about in Revelation...what is to come.

John Burke discusses Heaven and NDEs.

So cool..Near Death experience.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xOTfC9_cJM

👍..seems to be coming..

I desperately want to escape NJ.

Mark...I understand.
I have lost my family for being awake as a child.

My choices were different so they made fun and laughed.

I get it.
What it has done was loosen my grip trade my yoke for Christ's.
How that looks at finger tp level is choosing faith .. when I fall into fear I repent and ask and keep giving my concerns back for His yoke.
"His yoke is easy His burden light."
Mark, I come from farmers..my parents couldn't wait to leave..I long to be back but farms are gone.
I seek out 100% grass Fed meat.
Free range..
Organic...sometimes all I can do is pray when I have no access.
A2A2 Raw 100% Grass Fed Whole Milk is only a dream.
My mom liked margarine..I knew the difference, could taste it in BUTTER!
Or Ice Cream from the Farmer's Creamery verses store.

I GET IT!
God knows what we are up against...I don't know if the points is getting it right here or When Christ comes to rule & reign seeing how it is really suppose to be.
The difference will be clear to us!

😊

I met Christ in Worship....in those old hymns as a small child.
..It was a Masonic Methodist Church...Pastor did NOT know the Lord.
God can save anyone ... "All are held accountable by conscience & creation..that is where I found Him!

I love Is 61:3
..."beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that he might be glorified."

Some mornings since COV have been heavy...I remember as a child being awakened by birds waking me with song!
That helps me these days reminding Joy comes in the morning ..To ALL! Birds ..even plants raise their flowers up as if in PRAISE when morning comes. Praise lifts like no prayer does for me!
..imagine..evn the rocks and trees in PRAISE as we praise...
ONE DAY!💛

Mark...what I say I have said often of late to myself...testing and holding fast to what is true and just seems (in my opinion) the season.

Mark...I know there is much confusion INTENTIONAL.
I believe "God will never leave us or forsake us, NOT EVEN UNTIL THE END OF THE AGE."
"Trust is the Lord with all your heart lean not on your understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and he shall direct your path."
Mark I do not take your concerns lightly...I keep breaking before the Lord for direction clarity humbly ask for His help.
It is NOW when what you trust is clear.
"Faith is the substances of things hoped for the evidence of things unseen."
I have discovered I need less than I once thought. I pray over my food. I was so light headed and off balance it makes me pray more. He WILL LEAD AND GUIDE if you ask him seek him.
I am sorry it is painful..I feel it too!
My insides feel strange some days...YOU ARE STILL HERE..Our battle is not done.
When I am hurting I worship..
ALL CREATION sings His praise.
I love NOW what I can!
Safety is in Him.
He is knocking let Him into that dry place.
💛

Children of darkness run to do evil.

Just as we grow in Truth and understanding.. from glory to glory, sanctification is a process.
Just as Romans speaks of Tribulation builds perseverance proven character and love...
this is a journey of burning off what no longer aligns to "Christ in me the hope of glory."

Just today shook my head judging a driver's actions...and quickly asked Lord change me. "All authority & Judgement is left up to God."

I was quickly reminded, I have done EXACTLY the same as that driver I shook my head at.
"On the basis that you forgive you are forgiven."
I am NO BETTER NO HIGHER...
God is doing a work in me...God knows what he is doing.
Dying to self is a process.
We understand at whatever place we are at.

CURIOUSLY...what I judge is often what I NEED TO ADDRESS.
God layers understanding upon understanding..
UNTIL ONE DAY we will see clearly!

All things will pass away but LOVE remains.
Let LOVE be your aim.
Yes Lord!💛 Change me.