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Thank you Yester.
Yester..I survived an accident at 23 that was life changing..leaving a TBI. I awoke from being unconscious saying.."I am still here God isn't done with me yet." Time has shown me ("What was meant for evil God makes it for good.") not being part of the life or career I had been capable of gave me a better one. NOT EASIER..just better. Learning to stay aware of sensoria's has continued to teach me to live in the moment to overcome who I have become and let go of what was. It is humbling and has often felt like I don't measure up...and yet this gift has given an awareness of what REALLY matters.
Thank you again.💛
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Thank you Yester ...you are kind.
There IS something about "He chooses the lowly rejected of this world to display His splendor." Such a curious God we serve.
I find not measuring well in this world allows a peculiar perspective where people drop their "performance" revealing who they really are...as if they don't even bother to PRETEND in front of me. As I grow older it is starting to make more sense... I have discovered people acting out in my presence and saying things they would NOT dare say to someone they thought of as IMPORTANT. I guess in their eyes I hold no clout.
Use to puzzle me..like seeing "Inner Child-brats."
The biggest thing is TRUTH does set you free.
Makes you alone but free.
I never realized that TRUTH even if you don't like it but still hold to it...well makes this world foreign. We the sojourners in a strange land.
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WOW!
I get you!
I was alone...too, I thought surviving till freedom. Recall working so hard in 20s to "catch up" Only to realize NO ONE was there yet..most never did arrive.
When I was about 3 or 4 ...I would lay on the carpet with "C" World Book Encyclopedia studying different cultures and their attire.
.. pondering. So much going on in those tiny minds!
I at 2 1/2 months old nearly died of double Phenomonia...was in an Oxygen Tent for some time...I think something happened in those days. I was concerned about how words impacted others as well as their well being.
I didn't do as others....about 5 years, I guess I dreamt I could ride a 2 wheeler...dressed..buster brown sneakers and all pulled an old bike of my brother's out..had no seat. Got on and started riding the bike down the street at 5 or 6 AM.
Yester..we are AMAZING..yet seems no one was there to notice..But God was!
INNOCENCE..maybe it's what awaits...simple Autonomy not muted by those afraid to LIVE FREE.
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I am a people person...alone has been a big adjustment, but huge teacher.
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I understand that...
I was that way then I was in a "sensitivity exercise" People in your group went around and gave feedback... Someone said, You're so quiet but when you speak you have something important to say. At Rutgers I discovered my perspective was so different than anyone else. I suspect due to NOT being programed. Others all had the same views... I am very creative.. I thought that was why...I was different.
I recall someone getting mad at me...because I had so many people I enjoyed talking to. People fascinate me..or use to. I found it easy to like others when I knew their story...we make sense. Realized those others judged may not be my opinion.
Some just didn't want me to be friends with others...
I didn't fit into a mold..
I don't think anyone does if they are authentic.
We are all ORIGINALS!
