I put everything I could into helping people gain clarity and wake up. Stuck my real name on everything I did because I don’t like living a hidden life. (Made that mistake, nearly killed me, trail of havoc.) Started off by repurposing my core work assets (mailing list and social media). All laudable stuff. Just mass awakening (“success”) is a bittersweet thing.
Doing epic public acts for humanity is in tension with wanting to stay a private individual. So very much want to be left alone; I avoid putting myself out there as a public face for a reason. Dread having the world turn up at my door seeking insight on Q. While I enjoy helping people, this work also makes me sad. For a quiet and sensitive person I have to endure one heck of an emotional beating just to stick with the truth.
I don’t care about monetising my work or any potential windfalls. What matters is having the physical safety and security to heal some of my own wounds and past trauma. Inner peace is hard work.
If it helps, know that you are not alone. While others around me are living in blissful ignorance, going on vacations smiling, photographed laughing and having fun, concentrating on careers and making money, I have been giving all of my time to this. I'm sure we all have. I'm tired. This is certainly an endurance test and I feel upset that so many years are being spent dealing with the evil idiots on this planet keeping all of us from enjoying the beauty of life. That makes me furious because none of us know how much time we have. That makes me want to cry. Then I think of the children and the Kennedys and I snap out of it real quick.
"Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord" Is1:18;
"Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me.
In my Father's house are many mansions: if not, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.
And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, ye may be also." Jn14:1-3
"Jesus answered, My kingdom is not of this world" Jn18:36
As hard as this life can be we can be comforted with the *sure knowledge* that In the face and promise of eternal life with the Creator of all things this life is but a moment's passing.
"For our conversation is in heaven; from whence also we look for the Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ:
Who shall change our vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body, according to the working whereby he is able even to subdue all things unto himself.
Therefore, my brethren, dearly beloved and longed for, my joy and crown, so stand fast in the Lord, my dearly beloved" Phil3:20-4:1
A FREEDOM THINKING AMERICAN. A SPIRITUAL WAKADO. I LOVE GOD, JESUS AND MY FELLOW HUMANS. THE ONLY THING I HATE IS EVIL.
WELL SAID. IN IT WITH YOU MY FELLOW HUMANS. WE ALL KNOW GOD HAS THIS. WE ARE A PART OF HISTORY. MEME ON!
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This s ALL about enduring, ( very difficult at times ) well put Hope ❤️
