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It's like going through a "reverse MKUltra" right now, with deprogramming via lots of barely tolerable traumas with more to come. I am supposed to go to London to be with family over from the USA, but I just can't face being around normies at the moment. They probably think I am slighting them or too busy in my conspiracy cult, but it's just that I don't have the internal emotional resources to put into their madness and the deadly consequences. The saner you get, the more you hurt in an world that's absolutely bonkers.
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My hubby was a Patriot, as am I - & Constitutional Conservative Christian, Texan, dog mom, digital soldier…WWG1WGA
It’s exhausting just getting through a normal day anymore. I am quick to recognize how many people I come in contact with that are just completely lost (WHY ARE YOU STILL WEARING A MASK!?!). I have reached the point where taking care of myself has to be a priority, or I won’t be able to help anyone in the future when we’re really needed. And I hope that time comes very soon, cause something’s gotta give…
I keep seeing the face diapers all over at the store, today I even said out loud to myself, "are we still doing this?" Geesh, at what point do they realize it's a con?