It's like going through a "reverse MKUltra" right now, with deprogramming via lots of barely tolerable traumas with more to come. I am supposed to go to London to be with family over from the USA, but I just can't face being around normies at the moment. They probably think I am slighting them or too busy in my conspiracy cult, but it's just that I don't have the internal emotional resources to put into their madness and the deadly consequences. The saner you get, the more you hurt in an world that's absolutely bonkers.
No, you should go. Be in a high vibe. Zen.
Our problem is one of expectations. We expect others to be curious, rational, open minded to new information - or just care about what’s going on…they’re just not there. Weird to find out all this time our family are just NPCs.
In order to be around them, you have to have a sense of humor about it because it is pretty absurd. But, connect with family nonetheless. Treat it all (even their cult refs) with a laugh. We know what’s coming. We can’t tell them. They have to learn it on their own. So, have fun. 💕
