How did people joining the intelligence services ever get inducted into all this occult knowledge? How do they keep a semblance of sanity when it turns out the backbone of it isn't even classified, just normies ignore it all? How do intelligence insiders manage ordinary human failure of their own, as nobody is morally pristine? How do you socialise at work when operating in a compartmentalised environment? How do you trust the institution you work for when you are a cog in the machine?
I know that there's a lot of "fiction" that is pseudo-documentary that answers all these matters and more. Am just emotionally exhausted from so many years of being out in public and the endless stress of waiting for resolution. Can't read books, watch long videos, sit still for talks. Too fried form excessive information warfare. I know in my heart I am not lazy or cowardly; the "trauma freezes" are real psychological injuries that affect me and my ability to engage. AU is pastoral support.
ULTRA-MAGA! Kicked off TWTR same day as DJT & and Gen Flynn. Badge of Honor! Kicked off 9th time & I'm now done ! Trump WILL be back.
I feel the same way Martin. Feels like I'm so drained, yet keep on going. Au is the best, and we are blessed to have you with us on this journey. You make a difference !🙏
I can so relate. In mil int, the COVID crap opened a lot of doors from the compartments...but even with anon info we were all told its safe and effective from the top... they didnt listen to us and most of us resigned... now they are in trouble
Older & wiser. Have the scars to prove it.
I feel like a piece of drift wood…broken, weathered & with a story likely unbelievable except lived.
God loving MAGA man. Peace Please spread the truth anyway any where you can God bless
May God almighty Grant you the armor and armament Tower and power to wage this war...
🧡PDJT🧡Prayers with you, may God keep you safe🙏#WWG1WGA#TreesDieStanding#NothingCanStopWhatIsComing#Nothing💫LightVsDarkPeaceIsThePrize💫
Martin, I understand and feel the pain. You, we have to take care of ourselves. We can’t give up. We have to leave this place a little better than what we found, for our children, for future generations. Sending you strength and love, happy you are back home 💖🙏
At night all cats are black. Prowling around to bring you interesting items! Use Discernment At All Times! Happiness Is Strength!
Thank you for everything you are doing! Martin, please know we love you!
Hatha Yoga routines can help with keeping up the stamina.
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Exposing and battling dark truths does have an effect.
Personally, I've recognized that I go through these cycles of engagement, fatigue, reset, and recover in stages of short (days), medium (weeks), and longer-term (months).
Your camera has always helped boost me during the engagement period, Many other messages on AU have also been encouraging. Bible passages, thoughtful posts, and some memes lift me in different ways.
Maybe we were chosen for this.
There is a reason that we are right here, right now,
No coincidences.
My hubby was a Patriot, as am I - & Constitutional Conservative Christian, Texan, dog mom, digital soldier…WWG1WGA
Me, too…all of it. I’ve been having the most vivid nightmares the last couple weeks…getting about four hours sleep each night. But the one thing I take away from those nightmares, is that I’m never in fear. No matter what it is, there is no fear on my part.
You don't take it personally.
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Took me and hour to read through this wonderful thread😂
That's how tired I am
I been wondering lately about this level of "overcharged /overload" of info misinfo we are being put through
Better we put ourselves through because we care
Why?
Hear me out here: the exaustion Is teaching me not to worry
It's not worth it
There being no Energy for It Is teaching me how to really use my Energy
Dose It
Own It
Make sense?
Praying for President Donald J Trump & all those souls dedicating themselves to saving the world from those who seek to destroy us.
The good thing is we can go at our own pace when learning new information. Every now and then we need to take a break. Otherwise the information can be overwhelming. Thankfully, we all have gathered together pieces of a massive puzzle and some people specialize is knowing exactly where the pieces fit in the overall picture. We all bring something to the table.
Praying for President Donald J Trump & all those souls dedicating themselves to saving the world from those who seek to destroy us.
Martin it sounds like you are in need of rest and rejuvenation. Battle worn soldiers were given R & R for a reason.
Take time out to do things that restore your mind, body and soul. God bless you my friend.
US LEGAL resident alien, WWG1WGA, Out of Darkness into Light. Tallyho!!
There must be something in the air, or we are all on the same circuit. I too feel this today, very acutely.
I got out of bed to make tea, and thought, "Here we go again. Another day in the trenches."
Truly, another day in the trenches of the mind.
Why do we not just stop? Put the device down and just stop?
Because we care, not just about our personal situations, but about the world we move in. Our honor will not let us see the evil, and walk away from it.
However,@TheRealMe is right, adrenaline fatigue caused by stress is very real, it lowers our immunity, making us susceptible to illness, which in turn lowers our energy level.
This is a drain on our resources.
We are in a siege, beset on all sides, and our resources are limited.
We have to care for ourselves, so we can continue to fight, because, it seems, our honor will not let us just stop.
I can only assume, that those on the inside of the machine of evil, either, have no honor, or live in constant fear
Well said Carole. Ivermectin helps a lot
Beautifully said, Carole 🙏🙌🙌🙌❤️🇺🇸🪖🕊️
(...)"Whom ever is navigating these storms and waters with us, we are aboard, and on deck, because alas~ WWG1WGA" ~R
say purhaps its biblical🕊️🤲💀❤️
13 Bloodline families DEAD. ALL OF THEM. To be blunt GAME OVER........ Bless you DJT you Fooking LEGEND.......
take a break
whitehats watching
who cares
your life.
take care of you..
wow, yeah, i feel you man.
it's like we have situational ADHD now
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Carolyn, "situational ADHD" is a very apropos description of where we (most) find ourselves!
Sometimes, it just helps to put "a thing" into words!
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Thx Martin for always having the word craft to express what we feel.
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After many of us beat our heads against the wall trying to "do" all the things we did to wake people up, fight injustice, and save humanity, we came to a place where we realized we needed to focus on ourselves...our health, our physical condition, our relationship with God, and putting in order our Lives for the time after this time. It will come, and all this will be surface level discussion full of evidence to see. Nothing short of prayer and ur relationship with God will ease ur pain. U have stood tall and fought the good fight. Noone can ask more of u. Like us u FIGHT and u CARE. Now find urself. Heal urself. Be one with urself. Let God do the rest. Give thanks for ur Blessings, and never stop believing that God Wins. This is a battle between Good and evil. U are trying to defeat evil as a one man Army. We are soldiers of God, and being on the right side is that simple. God Wins. Be ready Spiritually for that. Let ur Spirit fill the space within u. U need rest and prayer.🤍🎯✊️😎
Martin, thank you for putting into words what we all feel and question.
"Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord" Is1:18;
The 7th day Sabbath contains God's weekly pastoral blessing of rest, refreshment, and restoration of joy and peace.
Questioning everything led to my progressive awakening. Still learning daily. A new me, The Real Me is emerging. Strange, but I like her.
I have these questions also. While we’re busy trying to find and solve the puzzles of the rabbit holes, there are so many nuances we don’t see or understand at every level that have allowed these grave and disturbing evils to prevail for so long. I have to chock them up to the category of Gods divine plan.
On another note, Martin please do some research on adrenal fatigue. It’s a real thing that can be very hard on the body but can be helped with supplements and rest. Be well, fren.
