I haven't posted anything on AU for months. Anyone else feeling depressed and despondent? I'm interested in the point a person reaches when they lose hope and it no longer seems worth it to go on living. im at that point now and have the means to be out of here in about an hour.
What spiritual consequences are there for people who take their lives? That's really all that's holding me back.

I see that beautiful picture of Lulu. She trusts you and will spend the rest of her life waiting for you to come back.

Also, interesting that you asked “what” spiritual consequences there are…not IF there are any.

These two things are your own answer David.

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Those are very incisive points. I'm still haunted by the Richard Gere movie about the dog who waited for him to return home.
I had a gf years ago who suffered a near death incident. She said dying was an orgasmic experience and it lasted about 10 minutes before she was revived. She was relieved and joyous to be released from her body to return to a pure energy state where she was a part of universal energy and knowledge. When she realized she had to return to her body she fought it.
Things are getting worse every day. More bad news that keeps me in a constant state of anxiety and depression. I'm getting a test kit for the pills i have just in case. If I use them I need to be sure they're good quality. With my luck I'd do a half ass job and end up a vegetable. i know i sound nuts, but im just not willing to stay in a corrupt world where i have nothing to look forward to and have to steal every day to survive.