I can identify with the trees. plants, grass, flowers, and birds around me. That’s real. But the society I notionally inhabit feels fake and distant. I can relate to some of the people, some of the time. But sanity is spending most of my time alone. Parts of the general order feel bizarre and foreign. It all has to unravel before we can rebuild something that is “spiritually legible”. Let the days pass and moods flow by; I am not the architect of this change, so no need to rush anything.
Incredible…not sure if this is akin to the 100th monkey effect or just the comparable experience we share as we wake up “en masse” but I have had exactly those thoughts very recently. The only thing I trust is nature (although I know that too is being manipulated). What I connect with is the pure, truthful energy of all things that cannot, by their very nature, have an agenda. And then, I realize that what I’m truly getting closer to is the Creator, whatever you may call it.
I watched Into the Light today. There’s nothing presented that would directly lead me to feel free (quite the opposite), except perhaps getting closer to actual truth, whatever shape that might take.
I realize clearly that circumstances don’t matter, ONLY state of being matters and over that, and perhaps that alone, I am SOVEREIGN
