Sadly, im going to drink myself to death before it’s over

I find it hard to live a full life while we are so intuned to what is really happening in the world. It stifles us. We can only carry so much at a time. I started seeing a Reiki healer. She's a Christian so that put me at ease. She's amazing. We are all carrying a heavy load of knowledge. We need to take care of our spiritual side. It has helped me tremendously!! Prayers to all my anon friends!! You are all so amazing!

God bless and praying for you and everyone daily!!! Keep smiling and keep shining!!!💛

AWAKENING takes enormous courage, strength and tenacity, and it is not for the faint of heart, yet the journey is worth every challenging step. As the best part is the immense freedom to be Who You Really Are! You see, bit by bit, as the false small self is shed (ego) during the journey of awakening WITHIN, you inevitably discover the Real YOU, and this means that you inevitably wake-up as your True Self.

You’ll inevitably feel centered and grounded in all areas of life, and because you’ll also attain self-empowerment in the process, you’ll have the confidence to live according to your own personal values. In fact, once you’re fully conscious, your choices and behavior will never again be dictated by internal 'programs' or external social expectations. Once you know yourself as 💫light💫, you will find that inner peace dominates every situation. It’s not that you will never feel fear, anxiety, or anger, but you will no longer get lost in your pain.

It is a journey

Wise words!!!

Courtney- I fought a hard fight at work serving the beltway community as a Firefighter/ Paramedic and resisting the vaccine. A group of us pushed back and tried to wake up the normies but then I got covid from a vaccinated co-worker. It has wrecked my life! I havent been able to breath normal since Dec 18 2021, 1 year and 3 months of miserable existence. Not a single doctor has any answers- Ive tried everything- Ivermectin, Doxy, all natural detox. “you have long covid” is the only answer I get- pretending every day Im ok so I could return to work or risk losing my entire career. In those same weeks of December I lose my uncle and best friends dad to secondary infections during COVID infection. Life has been hell for 15 months and all the while I pray that there is a plan and eventually the EBS will happen. My poor son has been sick since that time also (persistent cough, cold sweats and no medical diagnosis) we all got covid at the same time during Christmas break. It’s getting tough!

Oil of oregano is excellent for breathing problems. It comes in many forms and all work. Inhale and capsule. Great for every day allergy. The spice is good to add to your cooking or boil to drink or vaporize.

Research kratom (white blend). Only thing that helps me to breathe. Stay away from nose sprays!

Everyone is kind of hanging in there at this point. It's just mentally exhausting. Awhile back, L00P posted something of how 'reality would split.' Didn't know what he meant at the time, but I now I get it. I feel like Neo walking around the matrix.

Yep... definitely feeling it today.

I think some violent house cleaning will be happening today.

Taking it out on the dirt.😁

Aloha
I believe the soul will be patient with God.
I am more than sure my soul has shaken its head in wonder
of why I did some foolish things in my life.
Lessons learned 😂😂
We made it this far, and are still waiting patiently
Looking forward to a EBS
Do you think there will be one?👋💞

❤️Hi friend❤️
i think the truth will be broadcasted to the world, yes

Joey, I have posted about how too many people are suffering, dying, and the white hats are taking too long - you made fun of me and gave me a hard time :(

I think everyone will reache this point, where we realize we've been lied to - I don't think things are 'over' like we're being told, or that the white hats are in charge, or that what top players on AU and other platforms tell us is true. I think most of what we're told is distractions. To what reason I don't know - to prevent us from rising up and fighting back, so we play along and are captured in the end because what we've been told is all lies? Whether they want us to keep quiet while they try to run things - but we never see real progress. The little bits we do see could just happen on their own, without any white hat involvement - but 'they' lay claim to it and boost it up and keep people distracted constantly. They guilt us too.

I don't know. But I think you've reached a point like me that it isn't making sense now...

If this was purely concerning only the world we can see… you’d be right. Gluttons for punishment with no higher purpose.

But as we know the main battle is spiritual and the furnace we are in is a refining fire.

It wouldn’t be working if it wasn’t making us sweat, figuratively speaking.

I have no idea how I’ll function when this is over. May have to get all my AU frens to come up with some way to turn off my F/ F response. Think I’m stuck in vigilance mode.

Family is everything.

https://terrischiavo.org/story/

I know this story well. Our church, Gateway Christian Center, had a vigil at the nursing home to get Terri out. But her husband, who tried to murder her by choking her, wanted her dead. He tried to poison her several times at the nursing home. She is with the LORD & he & his wife (whom he was having an affair with) will answer to God Himself. God Said He Hates unjust scales.

the parents did not want the feeding tubes taken away the judge ruled against the parents and sided with the husband it was heartbreaking everyday they starved and dehydrated.

When Q said, "now comes the pain", it appears that the pain borne by the anon is equal to the pain felt by the Cabal, if not greater in many cases.

Many of us are emotional wrecks, and I think tiny accounts like myself who just redistribute on our personal Facebooks are shouldering one hell of a burden.

I'm in my late 30s. I've been living in my mother's spare room for 3 years because I lost my job at the beginning of this.

I don't even have social security.

I would like to settle down and have a family but I'm an alien and I can't bare to spend time with normies.

It's agonising

Agonising.

The new world will be worth it but there are more days that I'm not sure if I have the will to even make it because it's been so long and no end is really in sight.

It appears as if it's going to drag out in this excruciatingly slow fashion all the way until the end.

PRAYERS GOD WILL MEET YOUR NEEDS IN A JOB AND A FAMILY OF YOUR OWN NEVER EVER GIVE UP GOD KNOWS YOUR HEART STICK CLOSE TO GOD AND HIS WORD AND STAY STRONG BRAVE AND PEACEFUL IN JESUS NAME AMEN WE ARE ALL IN OUR OWN BATTLES BUT WE DO HAVE ONE ANOTHER HERE LOVE AND ENCOURAGEMENT FROM TEXAS

I will pray for you. You have been hit harder than others, but you remained when a lesser man would fold. You make me proud to be part of the same group.