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In my security monitoring file it will say that I have partied really hard. That's because I have partied really hard. The thing is... I don't give a cr*p about reputation anyway, and haven't done anything that directly hurt anyone, so it's ordinary human misadventure.
"Urban gay male in London partied hard... more in 10pm bulletin... YAWN!" I don't want reward, position, privilege, power, authority... so who cares how hard I have played? Doesn't mean it's a virtuous thing. But it is what it is. No leverage for anyone!
The real vice I see everywhere is religious spirits. Much worse and harder to kick than other destructive habits.
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Are you hanging in there with us, Martin? We hope so and we're glad youre here. You're not alone. Dont take the black pill. Stay vulnerable and like it.
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What was fresh is now rotten Long since gone but never forgotten
whered you get the doubting from out of this?
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Just asking on a vibe. Timezones. Those that know cant sleep. No doubt.
man just doesnt wanna be judged for things he likes to do
the majority of it comes from religious fanatics
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I dont know him as well as you obviously. You ask a lot of questions.
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What was fresh is now rotten Long since gone but never forgotten
i asked just one and it wasnt being hostile
thought it was clean and direct