In my security monitoring file it will say that I have partied really hard. That's because I have partied really hard. The thing is... I don't give a cr*p about reputation anyway, and haven't done anything that directly hurt anyone, so it's ordinary human misadventure.
"Urban gay male in London partied hard... more in 10pm bulletin... YAWN!" I don't want reward, position, privilege, power, authority... so who cares how hard I have played? Doesn't mean it's a virtuous thing. But it is what it is. No leverage for anyone!
The real vice I see everywhere is religious spirits. Much worse and harder to kick than other destructive habits.
Are you hanging in there with us, Martin? We hope so and we're glad youre here. You're not alone. Dont take the black pill. Stay vulnerable and like it.
What was fresh is now rotten Long since gone but never forgotten
whered you get the doubting from out of this?
Just asking on a vibe. Timezones. Those that know cant sleep. No doubt.
