A day will come when I will wish that I hadn't wished for so much to happen so fast!

I often think the same, but lately, after having to endure the agony of the slow drip method of revealing truth, I have learned that I am a “blow up the damn and let the tsunami come forth” kind of person.

I may think I am ready when maybe I’m not, but - having been awake to what’s been going on in this world for decades and powerless to affect any real resistance to it on my own - I would rather be shaken to my core by the avalanche of truth, then endure the agonizing waterboarding we are going through at present.

At some point, the bandage has to be ripped off - it’s gonna hurt, but better quick pain than the slow torture of having it pulled off one’s arm one agonizing hair at a time.