i wish i could talk to this person. what was honestly stated should be said to the mother. She deserves a chance to help you through this.
we all mess up. But this çould be used, by bravely admitting the mistake, to help others facing the same confusion..
i would tell this person. " You are a child of God and He knows what was in your heart then and now and will be with you if you accept Him."

we order Ivermax injectable from the feed store for animals. we take 1cc per 100lbs everyother week. not sure on how often in this case