If anyone asks what 2018-22 were like, it felt as if you had a worn out civilisation in hospice care, but the palliative doses were never quite enough to tip it over the edge, so you waited and waited for the inevitable.
Yes, beautifully written. We're still waiting...sometimes the purpose of waiting gets a bit hazy...I try to keep trusting the Plan. Here at AU you get a lot of positive info and vibes ... that helps. In the "outside world" you feel the inner struggle ...