Being awake and aware of what's looming makes it hard to concentrate or get much done.
Or go to work at bullshit jobs🙄 I only work 8 hours a week at my buddy's bar and all I can think when working there is....is your life so pathetic that you can only handle it with 18 beers a night🙄 I mean, I like beer every now and then. but every dang night😳 wth. Its all chaos and chatter now. I am strictly there to raise the vibe now. God knows they need more than just my vibe. I do what I can.