Have been to a baby baptism today. I struggle being near any kind of religious ceremony esp “respectable” clerical authority; am super sensitive to spiritual subversion. Managed to balance presence and detachment. Nowadays see the world differently. Once work of evil is seen… cannot unsee.
so relatable…the only reason for me to be in a church today is to make my mom happy. I can’t help but feel repulsed by the “rituals” Catholics hold near and dear…the dogma is unbearable like I am in the belly of the beast. And dont get me started on the Easter bunny and egg hunts that they say are “for the children”. I can’t help but think adrenochrome whenever I see these bunny mascots…anyone else??