I intuitively know that 'we have it all' means exactly that. Anons have to sit with the knowledge (inferred, evidenced, rational) that a flood of damning, incontrovertible, and indefensible information will be released at some point. Documents, confessions, videos — no shortage of proof to destroy the old paradigm.
The waiting, however, is torture. Literal psychological torture. All kinds of professional, personal, and family relationships degrade and break. Injustices are heaped upon us. Our world becomes a game of attrition and willingness to 'hold the line' in an epic test of faith.
I dread to think how many we have lost to alcoholism, overdoses, disease, suicide, and mental breakdown. I have had my own struggles offstage, and yet I am still here. Mass awakening is the end of our nightmare of 'trial by patience'. Nothing could ever be sweeter.
You’re absolutely right. I have family I used to be really close to. They think I’m literally nuts and really don’t talk to me anymore. But that’s okay because I’ve put my faith in God and this movement and all these people I would like to call my “invisible “ friends, who, someday I might meet. Who knows. But the fact you are all here to share and exchange talk is heart warming to me.