Am feeling a bit melancholy. Have come through some struggles in the last 6 months that don't belong in public (and partly as it's not centred on me — privacy of others matters, even those who treat me poorly).
The phase of waking people up so they don't do crazy suicidal sh*t is over. Not quite sure where I am heading at the moment, or where to focus my energies. Missing London, but the place makes me nervous at the moment. Missing friends, but also want time on my own. Missing family, but lots of problems there best left unsaid.
Is the hard part over, or just beginning? I don't know. How do I fit in the world when it's woken up? I don't know. What's the right balance between everyday operational stuff vs big picture thinking? I don't know.
It's been a long war, with some way to go.
The rollercoaster ride is hard on oneself emotions sorrows,happiness, heart ache,joy, sadness and at times disappointment severe frustration...On the flip side i know from following you from day to day week to week year after year that you/we are making a difference (all of us )on the information we put out to eachother and other newer Patriots this is a huge part of the Great Awakening as all the information we told to everyone will be recalled by everyone's subconscious they can't escape this ...we have red pilled all these people and they don't even know it yet ,when the time is right for them they will have the recall of information we have gave them ..this is amazing, good job Patriots 🇨🇦
