This has been one of the saddest weeks of my life; numb from unexpected news and unwanted change. Am in an emotional “shelter in place” state as a storm surge of feelings washes around me. Events have torn a hole in my loving heart, and I am bleeding out my cares. Is like a bereavement but without the body. Can only rest and recover via the healing effect of passing time.
Our hearts go out to you, Martin. We will be with you while you grieve and will be with you when you are able to smile again, be it a week, a month, a year, or the next life.
You are resilient.