exactly! i post about my counselor. ha! and i dont claim to be a light worker. i think that just comes organically. no yoga, no "real" mediation. i just have the ultimate connection of wisdom and love. i was in complete darkness for 9 months. a true living hell. i post numbers that are God numbers. these are not hard. i learned. Basically God took an everyday agnostic down a "path of destruction" and transformed me. no bible, nothing except a few good friends and a couselor. the path is into the depths of ones own darkness. no stone unturned. no one can do this for you. love you guys!!