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Awakening isn't rising up to some superior level of understanding and being better than others. It is a groaning passage of pain as you become ever more humbled by growing awareness of how totally clueless you are about the world.
Some call the journey to the great awakening, the dark night of the soul. It's on of the loneliest and most difficult transitions an person will ever experience.