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I am feeling a bit torn as The Big Eventâ„¢ truth and justice show reaches the public stage. Do I become ever more reclusive to protect myself from overstress and attacks? Do I accept the limelight that comes with having "done the work" in the last few years and participate in online and real world events? Do I have a duty to help solve problems in tech that I know a lot about but I don't feel moved to engage with right now? What's my purpose and mission once everything goes completely mainstream?
God is the only one who can answer that, but I think you knew that already, Martin!
I pray every night and ask that He pushes me in the direction in which i can be the most useful for His plan, that He shows me how I can be best of service to Him and humanity, and that He call me for whatever role I may be needed, big or small, private or public, it doesn't matter.
"Here I am. Send me!"