I finally had a really good night sleep and even had a couple of very nice dreams - which has not happened in months. So I woke up feeling great - did my usual intention work - then matrix came in.
I don't like advice but I have reached a space today where I want a Godly/Divine Being to enter my life and literally tell me what to do next. Because I absolutely CAN NOT continue my experience the way it is.
Apparently, my site was giving some of you issues last night. It seems to be fine now. I could fix the issues - but as I have recently shared here - that would require me to pay several hundred dollars more per month which would enable me to fix the issues.
I'm just at a breaking point today and as what seems to happen - which is bizarre - when I really need someone to talk to - texts go unanswered and when I phone up people, I get voice mails.
Mama, Wife & Truther who wants to go Home to Real Space. Love my family & freedom. I am old(er) and have no patience for deception. MPL=10.
And the demonic entity I live with was horrible again - and god forbid I show frustration over an unwanted issue that cropped up - that I DEALT WITH and he proceeds to attack me and play victim.
I am so careful how I talk about this - but I really don't think I care much anymore how I sound or what I say. Why do ya'll think I, as he puts it, "throw tirades and beg for money" on here? BECAUSE MONEY IS MY RELIEF FROM THIS SITUATION.
And I am close to being crippled with PTSD due to trauma - and even though my income here and other sources is decent and under normal living situations would be enough to support myself - well - you can see my dilemma - which yes is why I ask "if you come here and have an income you can please pay me $5/month in exchange for my work".
I
AM
D E S P E R A T E
and feel I am fighting for my life here to keep going.
At night all cats are black. Prowling around to bring you interesting items! Use Discernment At All Times! Happiness Is Strength!
You may have to physically move out of that house; you mentioned a demonic entity; are you living with a narcissist? You will have to move and go No Contact. Gather your important papers, personal belongings, your clothes, pets and get out. You may have to stay with a friend or relative for a while.
At night all cats are black. Prowling around to bring you interesting items! Use Discernment At All Times! Happiness Is Strength!
https://safehome-ks.org
They may know a place similar near where you are.
