It's like going through a "reverse MKUltra" right now, with deprogramming via lots of barely tolerable traumas with more to come. I am supposed to go to London to be with family over from the USA, but I just can't face being around normies at the moment. They probably think I am slighting them or too busy in my conspiracy cult, but it's just that I don't have the internal emotional resources to put into their madness and the deadly consequences. The saner you get, the more you hurt in an world that's absolutely bonkers.
You've hit the nail right on the head with this post! I've been feeling this way for a while now. I've got "friends" from previous job that I just can't be around. They've taken the "V" and there's a huge behavior change. They're quite materialistic, cannot function without a drink in their hands and just don't see what's going on around us. Wanna see the crazy? Go to a grocery store or a chain store. There are masks as well. Mostly people are just zombies and aggressive, more angry people behind the wheel of a car. I'm not originally from the area where I live. Its just my hubby and I as our daughter has married and moved out of state. Really just trying to conserve my peace of mind right now. We all get it.#BringingABitOfAlabamaToMissouri