Feels like I have been kept "on edge" waiting for the old world to go down for so long that's it is hard to confront the actuality of it going down... and at the same time, am degraded from the endless anxiety and relentless trauma from the drama inside the mind at war.
"waiting for the old world to go down".
This "world" changes every day, what exactly do you men by "go down?". Go down where and turn magically into what.?
Such strange statements to make.
Why are you living your life in a state of flux?
You sound as though you play mind games with your own mind, but face constant uncertainties because of it?
Maybe I`m wrong, but your statement poses many questions.
