I find there are two battles going on: the outer one in the world, and the inner one inside of me. They are both raging away.
In many ways the inner one against your personal demons, failures, and weaknesses is the harder one.
"Spiritual warfare" indeed it is.
Which is precisely why I sent you the pdf of Notable Quotes. "There's GOLD in them thar hills".
Maybe look for "The Pathwork Of Self-Transformation" by Eva Pierrakos. Just reading the table of contents can have al life-altering affect.....