Here… I’m ok. Thank you all for checking on me 🙏🏻 love you all ❤️

Mary Beth, I dropped the ball! I should have checked on you myself to see if you were doing well. I'm so sorry!
I do hope you are doing as well as can be expected. You have had a lot on your plate. 🙏🙏🙏🙏

It’s ok. Things don’t seem to be getting much better either. I can’t even face people in public because I just cry none stop. I miss my baby girl so bad. So many nights I pray to God he will just take me home so I can be with him and her. I can’t see the purpose in my life anymore. My family hasn’t cared about either of us for years and now I am living life alone. I’m empty, drained, depressed and can’t bring myself out of it. I’m here with fellow patriots because I know God led me here years ago, I just feel so lost.

I love you too! Thank you! She will always live on in me and no one can take that from me. I know she is with me, just not in the way I want her to be. I am truly blessed God trusted me with her, I just wish I would of had more time.