I love you too! Thank you! She will always live on in me and no one can take that from me. I know she is with me, just not in the way I want her to be. I am truly blessed God trusted me with her, I just wish I would of had more time.

My daughter Kellie isn't gone in the way yours is. But, I came to realize a long time ago I will never see her again. I cried all the time, how could MY daughter do this to me! Now, it's ok, I accept it, I realized I was hurting myself and God would not want that for me. Things will turn around in your life, just keep trusting God, we will get thru this! I have a son here and he keeps me going to.

My son and his family travel for work I never see them. It makes it even harder.

It may help to have a support group in your area. If seeing people causes you tears, maybe that's what you need in order to find that level of support. I so wish I could help more. If you were in my area I would. You could see me everyday if it would help. Please don't choose to be alone, you need to be around those who will lift you up. Be Safe, contact me anytime!!

Thank you. I have gone to church to talk with people, also therapist and I break down before getting there and while there. The tears never stop,