It’s ok. Things don’t seem to be getting much better either. I can’t even face people in public because I just cry none stop. I miss my baby girl so bad. So many nights I pray to God he will just take me home so I can be with him and her. I can’t see the purpose in my life anymore. My family hasn’t cared about either of us for years and now I am living life alone. I’m empty, drained, depressed and can’t bring myself out of it. I’m here with fellow patriots because I know God led me here years ago, I just feel so lost.

My daughter Kellie isn't gone in the way yours is. But, I came to realize a long time ago I will never see her again. I cried all the time, how could MY daughter do this to me! Now, it's ok, I accept it, I realized I was hurting myself and God would not want that for me. Things will turn around in your life, just keep trusting God, we will get thru this! I have a son here and he keeps me going to.