I feel a bit paralysed by the possibility of serious crazy sh*t starting at any moment. Makes it hard to plan anything, travel in confidence, engage with the ordinary. Is wrong to live in fear, but anxiety is natural given the horror we have already lived through. It may be infinitely better than the worst timelines, but it’s still sickening.
Do what you got to do. Live YOUR life. You live your life according to how they want you to maneuver through this maze, well, they win. Homebody? Stay home. Traveler? Go travel. You make the decision, not them. If it all happens to explode while living your life, then so be it. Just call it fate. So then, it was meant to be; your destiny has been revealed. Act accordingly.
