I feel a bit paralysed by the possibility of serious crazy sh*t starting at any moment. Makes it hard to plan anything, travel in confidence, engage with the ordinary. Is wrong to live in fear, but anxiety is natural given the horror we have already lived through. It may be infinitely better than the worst timelines, but it’s still sickening.
I did some preparation for some things then went right back to gardening & taking care of the place
And improving my book binding skills
That & wire working / wire wrapping have been a passion for me a long time
I know it's easier said than done, but do try to live your life as well & fully as possible
Stifling people's natural creativity & keeping them in survival mode is what the enemy wants
