I am noticing how myself and other 'awake' people — who have been persecuted by authorities and/or traumatised by events — are cycling through periods of normal functioning and generalised anxiety. I can feel a kind of mild PTSD creeping over me. It often hits late at night, or as I wake up.
I might have work to do, but I can't focus on any of it. Just have to breathe and wait for the stress response to ease off. Years of having to straddle the normie fake world with the real world have a cumulative effect.
Going "all in" during the Trump admin mk1 plus scamdemic means some areas of your life get neglected, and eventually there are consequences as you have to keep functioning in the crazy legacy environment but with less tolerance for the BS.
Absolutely. I am used to approaching stress or injustice by changing things so that the stress is reduced. For the first time I am stuck — each thing builds up and I am in a trap for now , stuck with what “is” and smiling through it - knowing that the best IS yet to come. But the PTSD has to take a toll, somewhere in my mind is the stack of information, knowledge, dreams of change that just can’t be moved yet.
