I’m with ya Joey. I am always on the verge of breakdown these days. So close to losing my home and my basic needs due to not being able to afford these things. My daughter went from working two jobs and healthy to constant pain, depression and hopelessness. She is not jabbed but something changed with her in January of 2021. It’s like she quit trying. I hear good things happening behind the scenes but nothing good before our eyes.. I’m tired of trying wake people as nothing I do seems to be the spark. How much longer must this go on..? The optimistic waiting.. Many of us are at a loss and it seems our voices are not heard. Actions speak louder than words.. I hear a lot of things but see very little useful action. I pray non stop all day every day.. Maybe I am not a chosen one.. therefore I suffer. I can’t go on like this anymore either.. they need to shit or get off the pot as my grandma would say.