We have been fighting on many fronts...
- To keep up the pretence of participation in worldly stuff like doing taxes, licenses, registrations
- Reconfiguring our lives so that we don't put ourselves in the path of religious authorities pushing enemy messages, and build our own churches with truer faith
- Confront debt, addictions, profligacies and any other way we have tried to cope that isn't righteous
- Maintain an income in a world that wants you to compromise yourself in most positions and professions
- Navigate the complexity of friends and families who are brainwashed and act against their own interests and reject those who try to return them to sanity
- Stay healthy and well when we are being poisoned physically and mentally
- Spread the word of truth and stand for our convictions and principles when pushed to make a deal with the devil
- Watch those who took the death jab suffer while denying their own agency, yet not allow this to destroy us

No wonder we are exhaust

I have found myself since Christmas detaching from all of it. Not that I don’t believe, I just don’t feel like decoding, or solving puzzles and riddles anymore. I’m tired of waiting with baited breath for the next big happening. Hoping this is ‘it’. I’m tired of looking like a fool when I say to my aware but unbelieving son, Here we go only to have ‘it’ fizzle out to nothing. I’m tired of having my spare bedroom and guest shower filled with food and water I don’t want. I find myself in Ke sera sera mode. What will be will be. I’m old and aging rapidly and I’m getting crabby living in this manner. 🤷🏼‍♀️