If things go to plan tomorrow then this is my last night in my London "posh squat". Time to move on in life and reform and repair the things that no longer serve me. A theme I am hearing from multiple directions right now is that the last few years have worn a lot of people down, and we need to retreat to small circles of people who share our values and vibe, and stay away from places and persons who suck us into worldly ways. London isn't good for me spiritually, so I am not hanging around here any longer, no matter how photogenic or exciting it might be.
Good luck in the next chapter of your journey. You seem like someone who trusts their instincts so if they are telling you to go it is the right decision.
