A learning for me… large cities are artificial environments and largely enemy territory with unhealthy vibes and dangerous traps. I get spiritually sick in the city; I heal around nature. The urban buzz is an addictive drug that no longer serves me. The smaller towns and cities with medieval centres are OK. At this point the fight is for wellness of self rather than awakening of others.
I bought a 100 year old craftsman home in a small town outside a metro area. I have a heavily wooded lot with a spring fed creek running on bedrock just outside of a state park. I have all the animals. It's peace and tranquility everytime I set outside. I sit by the creek and watch the animals every chance I get. This has changed my center of gravity. Living away from the city is priceless.
