I am making a big change in my life, for the better. It is not an easy one. The details are appropriately private, but it’s fairly ordinary human failure. It means letting go of unholy comforts and escapes, and allowing higher powers to carry me through the troughs of loneliness, fatigue, and occasional despair.
This is much harder than past challenges like getting into Oxford or writing about Q while being libelled in the national press. I have come to understand, via persistent fault, that there cannot be mind and body solutions to spiritual problems. The holy spirit is a thing, and I have ignored it to my cost.
I simply cannot write about righteousness and spirituality without putting my own house in order. I am all out of excuses. Hypocrisy disgusts me, and there is only so much “field research” you need to do to learn about the enemy’s ways of dulling the pain of trauma they inflict.
AU folk “get it” without the religious zealatory. Not grandstanding my woes, just real.
I got a man. Not here to date. No DM’s. Sad that I even need to write this.
There comes a time that we all must come to terms with a simple fact. Walking in the half light is still choosing to sleep. We can no longer reconcile the “At least I’m not as bad as them”. The half light, the line between the darkness and the full light is full of deception. Mostly deception of ourselves. We convince ourselves that since we aren’t doing what they do, we can still be a part of their world. We play with the flames and feel the scorching heat and somehow believe that we will escape unscathed.
What you have chosen, won’t be easy. It will lead you to peace and it will be worth it. Somedays, you may not agree with that last part.
Isaiah 43. Where it says Israel and Jacob? Put your name there instead.
Nothing you do or have done will make Abba love you more. Nothing you do or have done has made Him love you less.
He adores you. Always
Pissed level 11 on a scale of 1-10. So much rage. The lies, the pure evil, the idiots that can't see evil.
we we we
maybe speak of/for yourself
God bless all WeThePeople
I got a man. Not here to date. No DM’s. Sad that I even need to write this.
Thank you for showing me the error of my ways in such a kind and loving manor. I will be sure to never comment on any post from anybody from here on out. Congratulations on silencing anothers voice.
Pissed level 11 on a scale of 1-10. So much rage. The lies, the pure evil, the idiots that can't see evil.
no
I and surely others
want to hear from you
just speak of/from you
I promise
others can "hear" better that way
God bless you
I got a man. Not here to date. No DM’s. Sad that I even need to write this.
No. I was replying to a specific person about a specific post. You decided to jump in and make accusations about it being something else. People like you are why people like me keep quiet. You are the sole arbiter of other peoples intent. Fine. Quiet I will stay.
Pissed level 11 on a scale of 1-10. So much rage. The lies, the pure evil, the idiots that can't see evil.
your choices have nothing to do with me
martin is a big boy
he doesn't need any one's "help"
he wasn't asking for "guidance"
what compelled you to offer aid?
regardless, as I said to Martin
I love you and wish you nothing but the best
“Help” Once again, sole arbiter. You keep throwing accusations around and don’t seem to recognize your own choice in doing so.
It was an offer of encouragement. People don’t need to be encouraged? If you felt that I was finger pointing, maybe you should consider the three that are pointing back at you right now as you point yours at me.
People who don’t phrase things in your approved manner deserve your rebuke?
You had a choice. You could have kept scrolling. Instead you chose to be merciless and not extend grace and peace. You chose to interject your opinion without understanding context. This is why there are people on AU who never say a word.
